24 February 2004

Thats Better. (c)

Who Knows?

I tell ya it aint me.

Its Beksty. She knows everything.

How do you know?

She told me everything so I know it all too.

So you know everythung az well eh? Ehhh

Well I do not know as much as you do I?

How should I know that?

You shouldnt!

Why?

Dont you know?

No

Why?

I dont know why I dont know. I just dont.

Dont what?

Dont everything. I do nothing

About what?

About answering questions in the honest way.

Hows that. I mean everything knows that everything questions honesty so

why?

Why what?

Why what is all you can say.

It is not.

How could I know?

How should I go?

How would I show?

Dont ask me. In factual terms dont ask everything. Ask Nothing?

What in News name are you dictating to me.

I wish to judge you

judge judge judge judge judge 12345

Five judgements placed upon our already inherited sin we got at birth coz our

creators procrode and left us with the sin gene that Unoman gave us so many

years ago.

Oh I see.

Well then I will have to go to the parade this arvo to reconsider

my lunacy and re-evaluate my outer desires with food and grog and drugs and

sex and dancing and swearing and all my personal vices and increase them all

ten fold.

Yes then I can escape into that lovely feeling that the pills are the ones that

made me do it, or were they the ones that made me not do it? I vote laterally in

this instance among many others where I have only lost only by thin margins

where the players are mainly the left and right brain. They have a great

relationship. I wonder if they are in love?

What happens if your left brain hates your right brain? Is this what causes

headaches and desires. A buddhist once told me before I killed him that his

death meant nothing and I agreed. If he voted for life I would have let him live

but he cast his vote toward his own personal end and thus the burning

sensation that went ear to ear with fountains of red scarlet pulsating with the

music drowning the carpet fish in pools of vengeful forgiveness slowly went

away and it all went cold. See I am the guy that did it. I am not the guy that

got away with it because I never did it. Did what on that Early winter morning

where a raging storm was cutting through a forest of razor blades all rusted by

the water and salt that was in the anchovy jars. Those blades found there way

to the place where it hurts the most. Thats right. Right in the middle of the

brain where left meets right. I hope they dont hate each other today and start a

razor fight. All that rust and what a waste of might. I need to fly I need some

height. Free me birds of aeronaughtical wisdometrics. Show me the way to the

wing of the wind. Show me the way to the nest so the children can be fed.

A man I did not know just came to in my mind. He reckoned that I was to

follow him. I asked him where he was going and he said he was going back

home. I asked him where his home was and he pointed to a star. He had a sad

look in his eye and told me a story in which he couldnt get back to his star in

time for its convergence with his peoples destiny. He needed my help for I had

a spiritual link with that particular star and could perhaps save his and billions

of others lives. Well after I put the nuke in his mouth and detonated it I

remember the words of a stupid man saying well at least if you end it you end

it. The mushroom cloud instantly fills all the space and the sides bulge as yet

another galaxy is reduced to a memory that I only know. Its like when you have

chewed food on your tongue and you go to give your girlfriend a kiss and she

backs away and says your gross. Its like that right now when I think of the

inner carnage I have reaked my internal kingdoms with. I am surprised that

there is anything left. I am surprised that even one thought is left. I have blown

it up many times with really big nuclear weapons. Like the ones Russia still

have pointed straight at America in there countless thousands. They are big and

are about 455 Terratonnes. 455 000 000 000 000 000 000 of TNT equivalent

in a nanosecond. Boom. Its more like a thud. What about those nuclear

weapons of mass destruction that Australia has pointed at New Zealand?

They are only 226 Terratonnes of TNT equivalent mass destructioniser.

At the last enquirey for weapons of mass destruction Australia had

approximently 24 million missiles aimed at New Zealand. There are 290 million

of them aimed at Asia and 1.7 Billion aimed at the ones Russia will send over if

that time ever will arrive. I prefer the good old atom bombs of the fifties. They

were not so strong so there would always be a few ruins. These days one is

lucky if there is even dust left. With all those bombs going off there will be

nothing left not even space because it would have all been blown up. Even

consciousness will be dusted off in a non realm of non nothingness with no

opposite to create understanding.

The levels. the two brains. Which one is the one that is going to be the others

enemy? You see our two brains the left and the right hate each other. They

have different realities and thus have no way of knowing what they are doing.

They are the indifferent couple held together by a flimsy nerve called the

gaphosifodinal vertexa. Its job is to pass only enough information from one side

to the other without letting the other know what the other is up to. They are

like a relationship without the ring. That mighty relationship we have with

ourselves. Yes. Will I marry me? I already am I not? A wedded bliss where

my left and right brain continually divorce into the despairing depthualness of

anticquitiousness lost in memories of fathomless bounty and eternal slavery.

I am a slave to my wealth. And its my wealth that sets me free.

Here is the new name.

Its the new title of a book I am writing..

Its the story of a man in Fridbane.

who is learning to touch type.

In trying not to look I find the keyboard more attractive to look at than the

monitor.

OH no! I think I have just fucked it. I just looked and went into two fingered

typing. Its better when you look at the keyboard. Your eyes don't hurt as

much.

Why are monitors still so bright.

Is it because we cant stop looking at them.

This text will also be apostrophe free. There are issues when one is transferring

the text via floppy disk to another computer. This is why I have chosen to

dump the apostrophe. Good Bye little fello may you live forever and pop up

every now and again. Why am I a blaspheming anti atheist.

Who would ever want to know that indeed!

So this one is about the new name eh? Well then. We will start with the title.

New Name. That has a nice ring to it. What will be the main part of the story.

Maybe it can be that something that we all think about all the time gets a new

name and everyone knows this thing by its new name. This thing will be great

and grand and will never be spoken of but we will all know it by the same

name. We will all think it the same way. It will have the same feeling and sing

to us the same song. What will this thing be? Will it be a thought. Will it be the

soul speaking to us for a change instead of our egos telling it what to do? Will

it be a feeling that is so lovely that we never want to speak it? How will we

know it has a new name anyway? Whats the old name? Thats where I was

heading so why didnt I write that in the first place? All we have to do now is

agree on what the old name was. So what is the old name? I

I is the old name so what is the new name? We! The french were right all

along? We missiour? No! We as in all the I apostrophe s. Eyes. We. Its only we

now cause the people have a relationship and its a global one. We are better

than our rulers because we can obey.

Our rulers cannot obey there own laws so they make them instead. Once we

are together we can do all those things I wanted to do. When all the eyes are

together it weyes along a global song and tells our rulers we are no foolers.

Once we were together but it faded out like a personality fashion statement and

has not been in fashion since. See the human mind is like a grid. We all live in

and on this grid. The grid is made up of many dimensions or rooms. These

rooms of the mind are open to all for the only one with the lock is the holder of

the mind. Thats why you never let anyone open your mind. Do not give then

the combination for your mind access. This will let them use your power. The

power you will need to walk the we. At the next demonstration tell everyone

that you are better than the marchers and the marched. Take a really loud

megaphone and proclaim that you are better than everyone in the world and

always will be. Tell them that all is well and soon it will all be over and that the

argument shall be won. Someone will be proved right and everyone will agree

on this one thing. Its an ancient gene code trick. Someone somewhere will say

something that will be heard by a lot of people. This sentence is programmed to

be said once every ten thousand years by an unknown. It could be any words

in any language. You could be the one with the secret of secrets and no one

would ever know. In fact it is so secret that the speaker of it will ever know that

they were the one that actually said it. The impact of the speaker will be

incredible and they personally shall receive no reward for it even thought they

have changed the world forever. Imagine having that power. That is the power

of we in comparison the power of I. We tends to include the military and

government. So everyone will agree and we will all be happy and have a

fantastic planet to live on that can sustain a very large human population or a

very small one. At the moment there are a lot of people living too close

together. Its not that good for the human gene to do this for there are too many

minds and if you happen to be smarter than the president you may become

meat for the psychic therapist. Can you change from an I to a We.

We are now doing this. We went there. We are here. We

were there and now we are here. We . We. We.

WE all did this together

I all did this together.

We are all over here

I are all over here.

We went to bed.

I went to bed.

See there is no comparison and its not the opposite of I either. Its more like

the plural of the old name. I becomes we. Accept after tea.

So now that we know that it is OK to we together lets be pluralists. Adopt a

pluristical identity that suits our needs. What is wrong with teaching people

that we need a few different personalities to get what we want in life?

I mean it would make so much sense. At school they could call it Wesophy. In which one

learns to temper there personality to what ever suits the current mood.

Everyone could be so honest. Is this some sort of currently existing life style

called the SOW Study of Wesophy. I do not know and that is why I ask you?

Why do you think I ask questions when I write? I am interested to know things

and sometimes I have no answer. Thats why I ask. But hey I mean why even

fuckin ask when no cunt gonna give ya a fuckin go anyhow. Ya just fucked

from birth til death by everyone and then thats it. Well aint that great. Its

dimension rape where the mind is constantly drilled by the intent of genitals

projecting our way powered by allusive minds full of sexual decay where the

wounds dont heal or feel any thing like the ones you saw yesterday. The mass

consciousness of the human realm is one of paradox. When the feeling dont

match the words being said we get paradox. Well what are we going to do

about that. We will just have to do it our way. We did it our way.

And forever we sang the joy of togetherness. Lets make a new membership as

well. You only need to be a human. Lets make the new membership world

wide. I mean even all the people we know nothing about. Even the leaders need

to be members. But the rule is we must be human. Nothing else gets you there.

Wherever there is. Lets make this the new membership and the new there is a

little closer than it ever was. So there. Who is going to say it? Who has that

little oh so innocent gem that will generate more change than anything has ever

said. I reckon it might be you. Why cant it be you? Why does it have to be

someone else. It could be you but the truth is it aint you. Its we. So to answer

Who is going to say it? The answer is We Are. So we can see that by these

pluralism transgressions we can. We can and we will. Together. There is no

other way. I can see the heroes and they aint doin nothin. There is no point in

shining alone. We must shine together and fill each others lives with marvellous

things. To have a we need to expel eye fluid. And there we have it. A neat

way to get everyone fully involved in evolution. When we do everything

together there is no need to vote for voting is an individual thing. Thats why all

meetings are stupid but I love the milk and cookies. Yummo.

So now that we understand what we can mean on any given day lets begin to

understand that doing stuff together is the responsibility of everyone. That

means us. We are an us but this does not mean we are american. The world

needs America. Just like we need every other cuntry. We need everywe to

pluralise the human mind and become a working unit so we can live forever and

not be the victims of the spiritual vices. The vices are the ways to become

more spiritual. Be it interest or necessity the vices are real and include

everything we do to appease our higher being of choice. Remembering that

your chosen one is a choice as there are so many. This is where freedom is

more honest as it is what happens rather than what we agree on that gives

man the greater view. He sometimes has dreams that there is an eagle.

An eagle with a grater view for freedom.

What we need here is an antidote to make ourselves the cause and the cure.

Where once we believed that we were cause and they were effect now we

know that we are cause and effect, especially if we feel that we are

independent people. If you are not independent then disregard above

sentences. When you are spiritually independent you are free from all the

spiritual vices. Freedom can be got with doing nothing about our spirituality.

Once our spirituality is set free from the karma we insist it needs to experience

there is a shift towards the need for freedom as you realise that freedom is no

choice. Its a need. A need that comes after the big three. Shelter, Food, Water!

When you have the big three than go the 4 and need freedom. Do it more full

only than you have ever done. Make sure no body sees you do it. This is

because they will think that you are rather weird. If you are constantly around

people and there is never a time when they are not looking then you will have

to do it on your mind. Its safer that way. They will never know. I highly

recommend that the recommendation of freedom as a need as opposed to

freedom as a want is the highest form of speech. There is little else you could

consider sacred. Oh yeah why is that author? Cannot you think of beautiful

things all the time?

Yes.

Then why is little else sacred except for the freedom as a need concept as

opposed to freedom as a want concept after the big three?

I can always think of beautiful thoughts and they never run out. They just keep

going further and further and journey forever in every direction in every

universe.

Is I more sacred then we? We! Is we more sacred than I? I! eye igh ie

Now we all know that the world is a much better place than all the news

channels reckon. I heard that some countries have gone party crazy and have

full backing from the government. Like you get paid to get wasted for the rest

of your life. They give you anything you want but they dont let you OD. If that

happens they lose a potential customer. I heard that there is this place overseas

and the government make drug taking compulsory. At least one or two different

drugs per month. Every second Saturday they give you a drug that is voted for

by every one. I heard that the most popular choice is still Splodza. Its a

triptonic metamorphinically synthesised amphetamine that has been pumped full

of heroin steroids, soaked in LSD and strained through a cocaine based

chemical that is created when coke is smoked in saunas at Little Finland in East

Los Vegas. Wow this government is so nice. They even go as far as getting all

the drug users to be permicultured into full time drug taking. This job usually lasts

only twenty five years but you take massive quantities of chemist grade drugs.

There is never a dull moment. Its just one surprise after the other. Hooray we

finally got it right. After all these countless useless escapades where a cause or

an effect or a crusade or a resolution we finally hit the jackpot. Oh yeah.

Welcome to your new life reader. Drugged for the next twenty five years and

then pensioned out at 4 kilos of Splodza per day until you die.

Some people live there until they are 150 but most live to be at least 245 years

old when they finally pass away old. They are so old that the in their final hours

they have been known to say that they had wished that they had never taken

drugs in the first place but this is kept secret from the people & they are never

told and if anyone ever tells of it they are tried for treason on the spot and

sentenced to a lifetime of Splidzil. Thats the stuff that use to be around but

now its Splodza but they give the criminals yesterdays superseded drugs as to

let them know they are not on the plane of normality.

Well lets just go ahead and do that stuff OK! What have we got to lose. This is

what our society has become so first and foremost we must consider this strong

evidence as it leaves us with the fact that one form of spirituality is drug taking

thus reaches vice status. Let me indoctrinate to you that...

Spiritual Vice Number (SNV) Eleven (11) is Drug Taking (DT) or SNV11DT.

Now doesnt that remind you of a karma master called Veleven? I reckon

Veleven is the one that makes that rule manifest! What do you reckon? Het

maybe its you or maybe its me but what ever it is or isnt its definitely a we.

It is not an I for an I would not have 11 in its name so its more than likely if I

may suggest a tangential intuitive moment of innoquivickably softened reality.

Basically its bulldust. Ha Ha! But SNV11DT does look pretty impressive on ones

resume. So now we know the secret of religion in that basically its bulldust. It

does look good however on ones resume if one can truly say that they are

religious because traditionally that meant you were a good trust worthy person.

This is not the case these days. A person is only as good as what actually

happens. The truth has expired. So there is the truth (what we agree on) and

what actually happened (the actual events locked in history and if they are not

filmed then what actually happens is lost forever as there is no visual evidence.

These things were the actions and thoughts and feelings that were experienced

by all parties present at the happening.) There is no room for the truth these

days. Its too hard to meet on common ground. So we need what actually

happens and forget about the truth. Let us gather the facts. Let us do it

together. Let us do it now. For we are we and no longer I. I was and is and

always will be a loner. We is never lonely. The french did realise a long time

ago hence we. We means Yes and I means Know. I Know thats what it means.

We means yes and I means Know. Do you get it? Lets be the facts and hold the

happening. Then everyone will get it right the first time. There will be no need

for lessons for they will know. They will know the new name and in the new

name they will live. This is the difference between survival and death. Survival

is we and death is I. Though these two may seem as opposites they are in fact

part of everthing including your favourite thing. Whether it be a physical or

mental things. Sometimes poor people seem really smart but its because they

dont have anything physical to own so they endeavour to own mental things

like crazy thoughts like the ones I am readin now. These have never been

spoken at the time of writing. There is no point going alone.

It will be the end of you and then all of a sudden realise that I is not part of the

we and therefore has no more role to play. Let us do this in the happening.

Let us scrap all the spiritual vices and live in freedom. Let us have the big three.

Lets us have each other at our side supporting us in every way. Let everyone

cure everyone so we can get on with what we came here in the first place to

do. We came here to be together. Thats all. There is nothing more to it than

that. Your energy has now moved beyond the realm of self and has now

assimilated with the we. You can never be alone again. There will always be

other beings. You will always interact with them. When you are reading this

text your interaction with the authors memory is quite strong. It mainly affects

the mass consciousness but a little of that goes directly to the author who are

usually spiritual vice free people writing down what they reckon. Authors are

the teachers of language and the maintainers of the alphabet. There duty is to

continue to write stuff down because we all forget so easy. Like do you

remember where you where an hour ago. Ok so you know where your body

was but where was your mind. Which room of the brain did it belong to an hour

ago. Remember we belong to ourselves so our brain kinda owns us. Self

ownership is thought to be silly and such an I thing. Well I am glad it is coz I

dont trust no one especially you. I would not let you be the commander of my

brain. You see our vendors saturate our minds with advertising in many forms.

Even the law is an advertisement. It advertises that the vendors rules our brains

and if we step outside our rules that the vendors force us to obey we get

punished because our vendor said NO. I say that we need to get over this

immediately and start working together. Judges helping criminals to do the

gardening. Politicians doing meals on wheels and who ever delivers the most

meals gets to be the vendor. Tax free international firms that support the

unemployed and ends up giving them work anyway. Continual voting. Everyone

votes on everything. 50% of the population must vote in order for anything to

happen. How? Technology. Everyone will have a free phone to use and pay tv

will be illegal. Everyone has a stereo a musical instrument and a computer.

The movies are always free in fact a man went to jail for even suggesting a

fee be set for the movies. The fee was 5 cents for 2000 movies. Wow what a

world we live in. You are in that world right now as you read this. Will you

remember in an hour which world you were in oh humans. We know you wont.

So how can an I as in a single author take on the role of the we. I am not

schizophrenic neither but and I think in sound. Does this mean I have voices in

my head like the one that is reading you this text? I certainly hope so. I always

get very concerned when I meet someone and they do not think in sound. It

seems to me that there minds are totally controlled but what of deaf people?

Do they think in sound? I dont know. The author never knows and never quite

gives the answer because you are the one asking the question and the author

does not hear your question so perhaps they do not think in your personal inner

sound. That is a relief for you. Imagine if the author or others could hear the

sounds of the voices in your head. Would that offend you?

What if they already do this and what if you already do this? Would it offend

you to find out you may be the greatest of offenders? Would that offend you?

I know I get offended very easily. Way too easily does my soul get crushed by

someone thinking in the sounds of my mind. This makes me sick and I try if not

in vein to rectify this malice injustice of the human condition. They are not

allowed in my brain. First start with people. Then move onto your gods and

think them out of existence by not thinking about them. Once they have your

mind they have your soul and then they own you totally. Free yourself from the

spiritual vice of being owned soul and all to belong to a cult that most people

hate. All spiritual stuff is cult. Even the local church is cult. It is total cult. Free

your friends from its grip especially the old people. At least tell them that god is

just an inter stellar mcdonalds owner and human soul is top of the menu.

Sometimes they even eat our flesh like some weird people on earth as in they

eat their god. And then they drink his blood. This is so cult it aint funny. People

in the cult will not realise that they have been tricked and will get very mad if

you even try to free them from their chosen worship lineage. The will even try

to kill you. This is why it is much safer to do majjiik. Do it all the time and do it

for freedom. Put all your spiritual power into overcoming the forces that control

you, like the one that is telling you that this book is wrong and the facts are

false. That same voice may be tellin you that this book is evil. It may be the voice of Goyu. Have you learnt to tell your mind to take a hike? Go on a holiday mind if you dont mind as not minding you would be great. We are better than you oh self. Together we are

better than a self. As a self we are limited by own limitations. As a we

are not limited by this because their will always be someone crazy enough to

do any job. Let them be beacons for the ignorant. We follow by example.

That is all for now good children who rule the brain. You are my champions!

Now if you have read this far then you will have for sure dropped all the

spiritual vices an dare living totally free. Why should something as beautiful as

that take time? It shouldnt have to any way. Lets go beyond the time for time is

only for an I and now we are a we. Here we go folk all together now......

Singing and playing all day followed by fantastic dreams followed by another

glorious day. This is now the norm. There is little depression and little loss and

everyone exists as they did but with more freedom. The degree of growth is

phenomenal and our relation with each other turns from a relationship to a

relationaeroplane for now we are flying at high speed. Ten times the speed of

thought and more ever increasing into the beyond of the beyond where things

havent even happened yet. Where there is not even nothing yet. It cant even

be a thought but I just wrote it and you read my mind. You are a mind reader.

Everything I have written for you has been read for your mind. From mind to

mind via a script. Through a tree for those of you who are lucky enough to

have a hard copy and through a plastic electric metal thing with a monitor as a

page substitute. I mean its so easy to buy paper and its very cheap. Paper is for

sale everywhere. Where does it all come from?

Are you on a mission to save the planet? I am not for the planet is not on a

mission to save me or anything else. Mother Earth needs freedom more than

you or I do. Our lives are minute compared to the immortal Earth. It will outlive

everything. Its a great honour to be part of her life. She lets me share in it. She

spoils me wrotten with air, water, fire and everything else. Everything is made

of her. The book the computer the pavement and your car. Can you save your

car from the dark side? Can you save your kids from the lightside? Can we save

our children from the spiritual vices? What choice will you be masking?

Where is your intent? Is it in the Tepee? Is it in the bottle? Is it in a cigarette?

Is it in the body of a morphic pennagram in which rope has been entwined into

oblongic meta shapes? Is it in the music you shape? Where is your intent?

The intent is the stuff you use to get what it is that you need in the spiritual

kingdoms/queendoms. You need tonnes and tonnes of it to do even the tiniest

thing. Dont worry as it will only take you a thousand years to manifest 1 gram

of it. Only joking. You have more than enough intent in a breath that you had

ten years ago to allow you to do anything you need to do. Just remember that

needs and wants are different things. Needs are the big three and wants are

everything else. Imagine if you needed wants. That would create greed and no

one on this planet is greedy or into hurting other peoples feelings. I have never

known anyone who ever hurt any one in any way. I am a liar!

Well you think that the president of the US is a bad guy do you. Why dont you

take a look in the mirror you dictator. You dictate slavery to yourself everyday

and are afraid to die. Why dont you make a difference and wish the presidency

of the world out of existence. You cant for to do that you would have to give

up your gods. You would have to do that all together. Its a we thing not an I

thing. I makes us weak. The ego is not strong enough to take on the gods and

the presidents. When the I tries this they are usually shunned into jail or

something. When the pressure is on at work and they slam you for doing your

best know that its because you have showed them up. You have done a job far

better than they ever could and this makes them mad. They then curse you and

push you harder than they themselves could ever be pushed. Then you quit and

they rubbish your name forever more and get promotions for it. Its like when

you do the right thing or the thing that no one else is brave enough to do you

get hammered for it. Doing the right thing means that they will punish you

beyond belief. This is the problem with living in the truth. Its why politicians lie

so much. If they are bad we say that they are good. If they are good we say

that they must be corrupt. The human mind is like this. I mean if your a nervous

wreck and an emotional idiot you almost get congratulated and you fit in quite

well everywhere you go. However, if you are well balanced individual with little

or no complaints you are punished by those around you so much that you end

up being an emotional idiot yourself. Then they say that you are one of them

and your allowed to join the group. No wonder happy people act sad. If you let

on that you are a happy person you are accused of wierdity and drug taking.

This will change in time but it will be a long time.

About 1 billion years I reckon.

Ok so now you want to talk about the new name eh?

Umm the new name of what? The new name of us. Not necessarily the United

States but them too. They are us and we are us as well without being american

not that there is any shame in that. Or any shame in being anything else

especially if its your genetic type we are talking about. Do not be genist for

then you deny that you are a bunch of humans.

Do not deny your humanness for then you deny genetic possibility. Do not read

the rest of this page as then you obey all our commands and you are

everybodies slave. Go to the next page and skip the following paragraph.

In this paragraph I will fully explain why you were much better off going to the

next paragraph. You are everybodies slave. If yhou wentg tgo tgyhe nextg

patge yhou are an individual slave. Yheatgyhatgisritgeidontgfeel tgyhe ned tgo

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THE FIRST NINETY DAYS OF AN IDEA

The 1st 90 24 Hour Periods of a Brains Predicament.

Warning: You were warned were you not. That's why I write Warning.

Good Warning to you Dear Chap/Lady, May Danger be your Flummery!

What is your name? Is it Spirit Reader? If it isn't then may I suggest that you

change it to Spirit Reader immediately. Why? Give yourself a reading name

so when you read your readers name becomes alive and starts narrating to you

the words that your eyes hear. Eyes have an acute sense of listening. More

often than not the eyes hear better than the ears. I would also like to add that

your ears have an acute sense of sight. This is not the reciprocated senses

panel reversing and re-routing your tangibility of analysis but rather a way of

looking at everything. Some call seeing with the ears intuition. I have been

warped! By the many paint shops in my peers minds. They have saturated me

with their versions of the unconsciousfrantic derstand so you have to decide

now whether you want to know or not. You must make this decision at the

beginning of your personal cycles. A personal cycle is one or more of the

memory behavioural patterns that you recognise as a trait that is unique to you.

For example

Have you ever said the word ? indefragmentationalization? what about the word

?unreptilleously? or ? neitchmannizeredizerationalization?. Well up to this point I

have never said them. I have written them and you have read them and if you

bother to sound them out aloud then you will have done something the author

has never done but then again they could be lying, someone somewhere could

have been using them for a long time or you truly have done something that I

the creator of this literary nonsense have never done. You are the master!

As this type writer is caressed into touch sensitive conscious I wonder about

the world and its inhabitants.

What is it that they are doing?

Wow I think this is working.

Never before have I done this.

Yeah I have never done this before.

Well lets get back to the story shall we. A friend of a friend wrote about when

something goes missing. Now this thing may be the skill that will be the making

of me as a man in a forever remaining world. Well what do you know I can so it

especially when I look at the keys for the meaning of life. And also because it

seems to make some sense.

I have now saved this silly sensualalitayeous piece of crap yet again into the

realm of magnetic cellular bionanographyical quantimistical metananophysics.

Oh good on you author you piece of ink. Get the genie back in the bottle.

Ever wondered why anyone would think that they wanted someone else or

someone else squared to read what they had written?

An after thought for this positive moment is that using words to describe how

you feel is like using a London bus for bait when your fishing for electric eels.

What else is one to do except wait for weight, water hey wait for weight water

yeah that's the stuff OK you over grown piece of readership. Read this!

On the first day of the idea I had the idea to write the book. I then decided to

write it using the touch type technique . On the other computer there are 16

emails to read. Cmost of them are bullshit so I had the idea to delete them. I am

not sure as I slip back into good old tap type whether I will keep that idea

manifesting for 90 days or not. You see when you start touch typing you get

much better at two finger type. So is that what happens to ideas? Do they ever

last 90 days? And if they have will they ever be around so we can see them?

I have had an idea to start a musical group with perhaps two to four musicians.

I have been ideaing this one for about ten years. I still have no group. What has

happened to that idea. I mean it lasted ninety days and hasnt appeared yet so

what is the damned author raving on about in his two fingered way?

Well he doesnt know I just asked him and who may I be? Well I am the author

and the guy that cant get a band together.

Well I?ll be jigger fingered into believing that one old fool. I know that any idea

never lasted more than a second. How can it? The mechanisation for an idea is

like an electron in a washing machine designed for nuclear powered detergent.

Yeah do you agree and as I type more and more I am missing out on the

simpsons, perhaps even the whole show. Oh Fugg!!!!!Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

Yeah the simpsons is now totally gone, I missed the show and even though I

may have seen it and even though I may not have watched it any way I still

missed it and the worst idea of the lot is to try to make sense of what this

blocked up author is bullshitting on about!

Now I am building a web site on the other computer, its a hoot a lot more

damned exciting than this piece of crap. Its so much better, one button for

many things. Not one whole button for a lousy letter that will only make up a

stinking sweet word. Most words are lies anyway! Who ever did what they said

they would? No one so be darned if I goon be the one that starts telling the

truth. Men do that these days and we all know how corrupt things are, every

one knows so why are the corrupt still the dodos with the bucks and the

chicks? Or do they ? Perhaps the rich are the poorest of all because they do not

know how to want for they want for nothing because they have everything

they ever wanted, they wanted more wants hence the ego wins again and we

are still slaves to it. That?s right your a slave driver. The way you treat yourself

is so shocking. When was the last time you took a look at what you are, at

how you?ve turned out, when was it eh? About fifty years ago I suppose? Hey

why am I being so harsh with the key board. Is it because I am tired and just

about to collapse into a six month long service leave booster and get hooked on

the wicket. Yeah I suppose that would be the way you would do it cause your

a coward and you rely on other things to get you by and even when you know

I am paying you out for them you still affirm the lie is not within you. How

convenient slumbernaught!

She does the washing up after a long hard weekend of sex and drugs. She

cleaning. Subtle laughs of truth roll off her tongue in a duet of shock and

fantasy towards the floor to fit into the feeling inside the tornado.

Well I haven?t had any ideaological extensionaires to my lovely language above

this line. As in Above. So does the idea exist as an always possible entry into

something more inner, more central to the appendix. At any rate after 90 days

ideas are old and if any thing was ever going to become of them has already

thought of it before your grand plan to patent the wealth you always knew you

are worthy of comes in through the manifestation window of abundance at a

rapid rate, it?s like all you did was look up, see the crap, make a better decision

and live a new way . You see, the only things that benefit anything form your

lives is those things that are among the amongst. Amongstance my say I may.

Amigo Redriggiosnesscevkski was a villain that use to go up to people and

convince them to suicide in less than 3 minutes. He nearly got the Prime

Minister to agree to a peace agreement, what a laughing stock he would have

been. We know the aggressor is always the worst of enemies. He lives in being

worthless and useless so goes killing his brothers so he can serve a cause that

is to kill who ever your told to kill. How about that as an idea for ninety days.

Here is the challenge; hold an idea for 90 days, go on you moron and if nothing

happens then suck! You have been sucked in again by some idiot who can

never be as smart as you. Anyway the idea to write this book came to me and I

gave myself 90 days to write it. Do not know if it will mean anything in the

future or in the past memory but that for an idea could be walled off in any

particular way so hey no need to go all gay on me seeing though you really are

such a man , and even the women are men here, the wo of man.

That?s why men wolf whistle. The whistle goes Wo Woooo. The wo of man

and those delightful creatures have fascinated man since the beginning and

believe me we as men are still not satisfied because if you need to do

something twice it never satisfied you in the first place. So there !~

So are women satisfying? I doubt it. I reckon even most women doubt it.

The point here is that satisfaction is impossible when there is the plural of the

experience. This is why drugs, sex, abuse and most of the vices are

unsatisfactory. Notice those things you only ever did once totally satisfied you.

You may have said that those singular experiences left you unsatisfied but the

unsatisfaction was satisfactory enough was it not, the satisfaction of you being

unsatisfied?

The idea is never satisfactory! It is tortured beyond belief till its patheticness

begins to take form as thought and then sometimes through to action. Its not

that ideas are pathetic but it is pathetic the way we torture our original ideas

into accepted conformities. All ideas begin as pure intuition. It?s not long after

this that the original child of the idea is flooded with the additives and

undercurrents of the greedy human and we turn the child of the idea into a

learnt adult of the thought dimension. After an idea has been held for 9 days

it is never known how it started. Usually there are many excuses why the idea

won?t work.

These are the buildings that surround the idea so much that we cannot see the

child idea for the adult functionalism we forced onto the child in order for the

child to change to suit our adult need of greed. The need for greed, the order

from child to adult is a bitter one at best and at worse a futile one. A razor

edge of compensation forwarding its synthesis to the world of the shocked (

the news watchers ). You know those people that walk around knowing

everything, they even know what the ?left? and ?right? wing of politics

is. Those lucky bastards and yes they are bastards because they are not wed to

the freedom of man and thus have no parental lineage to the bliss of a totally

free creation and any one who knows what the left and right wing of politics

are is surely a political bastard of the highest degree. Of what is government

more than a legal Mafia? I mean if you don?t surrender large amounts of money

to them ( Taxomancy ) then they punish you with torturous threats and the

threat of being raped in gaol by other non surrenderers of money. Then all they

do is build nuclear bombs and destroy your brothers, sisters, daughters and

sons of other lands in the name of what is left is what is right. Australia has

approximently 1000 megatonnic nuclear missiles aimed at New Zealand, 1000

aimed at Nui Guinea and another 1000 aimed at Tasmania (the forgotten state).

They build these bombs or weapons of mass destruction with the money they

force you to pay. So really the bombs belong to you, the tax payer. Now in

1998 the total count for Nuclear bombs in Australia with a strength of 8000

Gigatonnes or more was approximently 90,000. Hey, we own those bombs and

so do you so why don?t we get to vote at where they will be aimed. I

personally would aim them all at New Zealand. Their sheep are overtaking our

lands and I am sick of refugee sheep with strange rich thick and creamy

accents coming into the country and bleating all over town whilst being drunk

and violent. Bring on the wolves I say or those breeds of Megaterrier? that have

shark like teeth and heal one from the realms of life. Mega Healers, the great

bane of the refugee sheep from New Zealand. I wish there were more Moaris

here instead of refugee sheep. Maoris eat sheep and they are such friendly

creatures. I like the tattoos they have on their faces and I love the way they

cook sheep and they are not partial to refugee sheep either. Either am I.

In the deep voids of forgotten Nagasakical and Heroshimatical neo mourning

I find a contradiction coming from the western world in the way it administers

it?s reign. I find that the nuclear war we had back in 1944 when America

annihilated Japan with weapons of mass destruction was designed by a

Lithuanian chipmunk high on heroin whilst having sex with a large bastion of

consciousness straight from the Black House of the Masonic sect of

Wierdossity in Gotunowia. This is wrong! How dare that chip monk take heroin

at a time when cocaine, amphetamines and crack were in abundance. Please

world do not let this happen again. Don?t let chip monks on Heroin make our

fate. Let only the chip monks who choose the more socially interactive drugs

such as the latter above make our fate for us. If we do endeavour to do this

then there will be no need for military for there will be enough nuclear bombs

for everyone. Yes we need as a human world at least three weapons of mass

destruction each and we need to have them aimed at who ever we want.

We need our fingers always on that button of destruction and we need to be

nervous with uncontrollable handshake like the alien leaders of toadies human

world. So how about those ideas, do you think they have a 90 day life span or

will you forget like everyone else forgets? I know I will forget. In about ? an

hour I will have forgotten that I even write this vein text until I come back to it

so we can learn from this that and idea may be held for 90 days but

remembered only periodically and this my friend is OK. It is OK to forget about

our memories. Are they not the forgotten anyway? Are we remembering

forgetfulness or are we forgetting to remember? I wonder !

I wonder if I am forgetting

I wonder if I am remembering

I wonder if I remember to forget

I wonder if I forget to remember?x4

Wow Now Thats right act as if there is no more hours and only minutes left,

Can you do this? Yes and what of the endless last hours living the last hour.

Just be respectful to the great ones who are your parents, if you hate them

then you must still acknowlege geneology and be excited by what you are and

who made you. Humans did all the making here. There is no need for a Great

Being anymore. Many people all over the world are living as good citizens and

are not doctrinated at all and if they were to have a leaning one way or the

other it may perhaps lean toward freedoms way as it is the only need.

The rest are wants ! But I reckon I love the wants more than the need.

Bring on the wants? That?ll give me what I need. Hooray everything is normal at

last. Needs are only for the needy and I tell you what, I am extremely needy.

I need at least 1000000 wants per day. Some days may be boring and like a

never ending purchasing daymare and your litter tells us of rich indulgence.

If perfection cannot change can change be perfect? NO Yes Maybe ectectect

In the noisy times of the naughties 2004 AD when this was written and when

an adbobe robot missed the plot and took a few galaxies with it to destroy his

creator and to destroy all the bad and good people. Only the real people will be

left. Real enough to be right, huh,, I thought I just typed left not right. Oh Well!

In the obsession with 90 days I find the days hot and muggy yet rich and

beautiful with tiny clouds forming at my head and waterfalls at my feet.

These are the days when the 90 days of an idea is most exciting. Ya see its

less than 90 days since I started writing this book so the idea is still valid. No in

fact I have lied. It is more than 90 days since I started this book and I am still

raving on about it as if I were sticking to that great old feeling that everything

is on track. But be it hesitant or retrograde, my surcumberence to the velocity

of indifference equals the latitudinal obleeskian formulation of never ending

sentences that mean little yet grow on all the pages. Its in these lines that I

realise that the perpendicular oblong of the mind sees no further than the

thought can think or seem to think, the mind is always stuck in a room within

the brain. There is no escape from the brain. Its your true ruler. Obey!

I went crusin to a case of courtship.

Then I had to run away to work for a very long time. Years and years,

thousands of ideas, how many lasted 90 days? 90? Out of a trillion?

You are sentenced to life. May joy and good cheer general happiness and

appropriated sadness be your most vital emotions so you can live forever.

The best thing to do with the mind is to be happy. Happiness is when the mind

has nothing better to do than be happy. This is the secret not told very often

because we daren?t entertain it for 90 days even if it is an idea. Second to this

is to eliminate words that are always in our minds. Like ...???...

When you think your chosen word extinguish it with self manufactured brain

chemicals that you make with your intent to do such a thing. Choose a

replacement word and get a sense of humour about it. Its very funny and very

challenging and when other people say your taboo word you?ll cringe and think,

how could they? Choose a word like thankyou. Its fun. How about please ?

How about how are you ? Can you take this word or any other words out of

the mind and replace them with other words? I know you can and so do you.

Its always more challenging when you are speaking to and thinking about those

you love. Can you hide it from them, hide the fact that you are reprogramming

your mind. Can you keep it a secret or do you tell everyone everything you do?

Secrets are a forgotten arts these days, most of what you know is for sale, it

has little to do with being told a secret or keeping a secret. Secrets are never

told for anything your told is not a secret. If it were a secret it would never be

told and that is the truth and that is the secret of secrets the one that is never

told for if it were it would not be a secret. Never speak about secrets for then

they are just public domain shareware. Yeah what a shame that the net offers

the freedom to surf but can?t show you the feeling of being in water.

The stove needs attending to before we go shopping but I won?t bringing it

with me nor shall I be bringing the paranoia that I haven?t switched the stove

off.

Does it make more sense to fly? The other day I was having difficulty negating

a creek with steep banks. I saw this beetle fly from one side to the other. It

looked so easy so I asked the beetle how they did it and they said they flew.

I realised then that walking had it?s limitations especially when I wanted to

cross the chasm of worlds so desperately, I suppose I was a little jealous of the

beetle by now who had already flown back across the mists of perception into

another reality. I had to fly I had to but how. Suicide and hopefully come back

something that could fly so I could conquer this gap in consciousness, the gap

in the creek, the never ending precipice dooming my future with an unexplained

decision where I chose to walk and crawl and run but forgot to tick the fly box,

ooh no! What will I do? Please decide for me as I am too dumb to work it out.

In a moments glory I grew into a beetle and flew the voids of depthueligence to

make it to the other side and then turned into a human again.

I had traversed the intelligence that I was and took it to the place where the

river runs and sings. Where the sunshine on your face is like a personal facial

sauna and the place where you live is grandly temperate. I made it and off I

went in the glory of knowing that when I engaged in a little stuff that I knew

nothing about I was safe to be who I am not as to in effect transgress the

barometer of the personality and live momentarily as a non egotistical human

where anything is possible. Notice how the word impossible is a possible with

an ?I?m? at the front of it. Now you see where I getting at. At the brain.

And it is to here that I write this bequeethfull horizontaliser. No where else!

Lets go and look at other ideas, Ideas that your mind may have not even

thought of yet. What do you think about those ideas? Do you think about them

for 90 days? Why not? You need to answer yourself here not the question.

So if you don?t answer the question but answer yourself who is asking the

question? You are ! But hey didn?t the author ask the question? Why blame the

author when they are innocent of the words they say but you are not innocent

of the words you read. That?s because you chose to read the authors messages

as you are doing right now. The author has no choice of what they write. What

we get the ?Block? and if a sentence does come into our heads you expect us

too ignore it? Come on man, where you at? Writing is very hard! It?s an

exceptional skill that makes words seamless with the reality in which we live.

It makes us the adaption of choice to our specific environments. The words

emulating from the souls of our feet inspiring man to make the audible

utterance that can be written as well as thought of and felt. Wow words are

mullet-dimensional the worst of times so they are really powerful stuff. You

now have the power to do what you will with the word. Its a gift given to you

by the ink, by the think. Yes lets be tolerant of ourselves and say yes more

often. Please be kind to yourself when your dealing with others as others are

just part of you or you are just part of them. Say hi to the sky then say hi to

the ground. Then just go around beating your drum, your heartbeat all over

town and when they ask tell them that you are very interested and they will

think that you are a metadentician. Yes as you expatriate the wardens of time

to the focal point in the brain when reciprocating a message is inconceivable to

the tolerant factor which in turn arrives at the feast of temptation and says ? I?ll

have three of those please ? and then you will realise that please is an evil word

or you have just witnessed someone saying stuff who was evil and they said

please. Oh I thought only good people said please, but now I know evil people

say it as well. So how does that ever so repeated philosophy sound this time.

How can a word sound if it never says anything. I mean books don?t speak we

have to activate their speaking by reading the fuckers. That?s right another

word to describe description, another meaningless definition in the sea of the

unexplained. Why isn?t the question abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz1234567890?

Because the answer is not 0987654321zyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba!

I used the everything word , the word that covers every word and number in

the English language. I also used the reverse of the everything word as a way

of understanding how questions are answered.

It?s not really a typical question but it covers every word we can say and how

come no one has ever asked it except me? To you! Did you answer

0987654321zyxwvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba... I hope so!

So I asked you everything and you answered me everything backwards so now

we know the riddle of Q?s & A?s. Good children you may have a nap and a

cookie. You will have dreams where the everything word has been said and

saves the world from the damnation of the light, the detriment of the dark side

and the soul cradling snatchers from the central zone. Ahh then we are free as

everything has been asked and answered in one simple exchange and everyone

understands. Yes and why do we become things and why do we keep

questioning when I have given you the everything word and the everything

answer? Is our quest for a ride with evolution dependant on further

questioning? Yes. Do you believe it? Yes ! The more we ask the freeer we

become. There is no complacency with evolution only further adaptation and

improved techniques, more questions and more answers. Its not a quest to

know it all but a quest to know a minute amount of it extremely well. This is

what some people call impeccability. Impeccability means that ?the crow has no

where to put it?s beak?, it can?t peck you because you know your fractional role

in the greater scheme of things so well even if it be how you swallow water on

a dusty day. This does not mean however that a crow is inferior to a human. In

fact crows are more sacred, smarter and more spiritually sophisticated than any

human could ever be. They are the ones that can see through the veils of ?cide

? within the consciousness of any creature that lives or any creature that has

died. I know this only by asking the everything question.

I bet you don?t believe me when I say that as soon as you ask the everything

question everything will be answered. I am just a writer and you just a reader

and we may not do it well either but I tell you one though that the fancy word

has it limit and then turns to poetry for unexplained meaning. Eg. Lets learn to

say the alphabet backwards, its easy if you break it up. Ie.

Zyxw

vut

srqp

onm

lkj

ihg

fed

cba

learn it like this and its easy

then learn this one

azbycxdwevfugthsirjqkplomn

then this one backwards and hooray you have it, the question and answer fully

explained.

Its like the story of women ruling the humans. Well they did just that a long

time ago in Atlantis. Women were the rule then but then a war broke out & it

was the most horrid atrocity ever encountered on the Earth, so bad was it that

the Island Atlantis decided to drown itself so the situation wouldn?t get any

worse. There were many nuclear bombs let off and much chemical warfare. It

has been held as a long term myth that most of the people and animals were

dead before the Island sunk itself but this is just a rumour. I personally believe

that most of the people were alive. Apparently there were at least 500 million

living in Atlantis. This is no exaggeration. The greatest population of humans on

this planet is approximently 65 billion. This was about two hundred thousand

years before Atlantis. The planet then was called Earuioiuaeee, pronounced

(ehear-eweye-oheyeewe-aye-e -e-e) . Back then everyone and everything had

really long names because we were smarter back then for we had a complete

brain that hadn?t been divided into two by genetic engineering. We were very

good looking as well and most people were happy. We new that we were not

the first or last race to live on this planet. There was a massively long history

dating back at least 5 billion years and most fitted in well to there chosen duty

really well. So what happened? They all turned themselves into one person and

couldn?t breed anymore. Masturbation is a genetic memory of this great human

race of long ago. If you don?t believe me then why does masturbation exist?

Why do we do it with ourselves? Why do we even say ?why??

We only say ?why? because we have nothing better to do. If we had something

better to do like understand what is being explained to us and just leave it at

that we would be a far less confused race of beings. This is because we would

learn to understand a lot more quickly. Most of the answers you have ever

asked for are hidden in your brain. The brain is a multi-dimensional organ and is

totally organic. It is the one that will take you to those far away places where

only the mystics seem to be able to go. They all went there via there brain but

they asked ?why? and no doubtably answered by another being who was not

there brain & then they understood that they were not in control of there

destiny and they surrended to a higher power. They did not want to understand

that it was there brain that takes us to those places. The brain is the one that

needs some more credence.

?Oh mighty head full of brains

teach me to ignore the myths

and accept your gifts.

You are the one I love

may you always rule my body

with the care and respect it deserves

and let me no forget that

you oh mighty brain are the one that gets

me wasted every time.

Thankyou!?

Will you accept that idea for 90 days. The idea that you have always wanted.

You see it?s the brain that is spiritual. It?s the spiritual one. You may like to

think that the soul is the spiritual one but the brain is the understander of the

soul. Don?t ask why or you?ll end up being told by another being that is not the

brain. This is the dichotomy of oscillation. On one foot we have a shoe and the

other a sock. Then we have to go somewhere and our walking is stunted by

the shoe and sock on separate feet. We then get the idea that we need the

sock and shoe on one foot but that leaves one foot totally exposed. Now we

get the idea that we need two socks and two shoes. We still haven?t asked

why, we just go get another shoe and sock so our tootsies are covered and

protected, our walking is no longer stunted and we are on our way. This is the

process of shoe and sock wearing that took man thousands of years to master.

Man does not evolve very quickly, I mean we are only as advanced as toilet

paper. Yeah that 3 ply stuff that feels like those expensive tissues. Thats as

about as advanced as it will ever get. Why hasn?t there been a technological

breakthrough to replace the good old ?Shit Rag?. Where is it? Why won?t the

government tell us where the new breakthrough is? Is it because the leaders of

the world still use the ?toiletus paperus?? Or are they living in the vanity of the

bidday. Well if they are then how come I ain?t got one? None of me mates have

got one either. Why is there not a system where you can crap and clean in one

go and move back to the parties of existence confident, relieved and refreshed.

When will man have the courage to acknowledge that toilet paper belongs in

the 12th century AD? Yes it was the knights of the round table that made it

possible for the anus to be cleaned after defecating with the simple use of a bit

of left over steel from the armoury. They were shaped like pate knives and used

all the time. A little wash and off you go. Where are these inventions of old?

In about 1650 Beramandi Katumandiazhul, a 13th century physicist left the

kingdom of Zephyredes and toured the world. He went to a small island on the

Nile River and found that they had been using dunny paper for thousands of

years, if not millions. He took a few rolls back to Zephyredes and noted that

they didn?t last very long. The roll that went to the womens chambers only

lasted three minutes. It was a 2000 sheeter!

The reason I am telling you these stories from the sewer is that in about a

thousand years time there will be no toilet paper. It will have been all used.

Why don?t we a s a society plan ahead for the next thousand years. Most of

the worlds giants can?t see past the next pay check. Does this make them

dumb? Yes it makes them very stupid. They are so concerned with things that

are not connected with the lives of the people who pay them taxes and vote

them in. Why? Oh no now I have asked why and I will be told by as force that

is not my brain. Probably a mad demon/angel as there is little difference

between the two. They both asked why and were told by their thing that is not

the brain and then they were a slave forever.

The idea that an almighty angel of the lord could be wrong and a victim of a

con man is preposterous I hear you say but I say watch out for those creatures

for they are the ones that need the prayers. God needs all the prayers because

god is bad. Thats why everyone prays to god. Well enough of that idea. Some

times my brothers and sisters hate me coz I hate their gods. I don?t hate them

or their preachers but I do hate the gods they worship. I also hate evil. It really

stinks and once you get out of the light and free yourself your left with no

alternative for the dark side is not an alternative but just another road which

takes you back to the destiny of god?s agenda. Its a trap and has got most

peoples in the universe hooked. Even the aliens that have technology beyond

the even furthermost future of mankind have been sucked in to the void of the

light matrix. They have all been hypnotised and are just preparing them selves

to be eaten, soul and all. The idea that this is true horrifies most good church

goers into thinking that I am nothing but a blaspheming dictator but I do

challenge them to look in their own hearts and own minds and see if there life

is nothing more than a hypnotised hypocrisy of lie worship. There is a way

however to free yourself and your friends from this devastating voyage to

destiny. If one just simply forgets that god made the universe then all is

revealed. We need to forget god out of existence for the future of our

generations. They are the ones that will continue to suffer under the

dictatorship of the wrath of god. All the religions suffer severely in the quest

for freedom. They all take the easy way and abolish spiritual responsibility. The

first responsibility that was taken away was the responsibility for forgiveness.

God took over that roll and also took over the roll of revenge. What a bastard!

These two things are about as good as life gets and just guess who took those

things away? Thats right the invisible being you go and foolishly worship every

Sunday so you can also warp the minds of your children as you were warped

by your parents. Yes its in the definable sentences that I really feel that the

lesson really takes place. Yes its in these moments that I can think of you

losing your temper even it is only in your mind and saying horrible things about

the author and how he must be possessed by evil. Well let me tell you

something buddy. I ain?t evil and I certainly ain?t enlightened so there. I am in

the middle, the place you call impossible, the place you say doesn?t exist,

the place you wish you could call your own. I say this because I know that any

seeker on any path wants freedom for him/herself and for everyone else. There

are those who want everyone else to be free but forget to set themselves free.

These are the priests and new age lecturers of the modern era. The pastors, the

hobbits, the shawomen and the

sorcerers/wizards/witches/metaphysicians/wiccan/pagan/cosmic/astroleanicetc.

I like writing a philosophy as if it is an absolute statement ie. ?This is the way it

is.? I know it makes you complain a little and this is why I do it. If I did it in

?maybes? or ?perhaps?s? then your brain would not trigger any response and its

the response to this writing that I want however I do not wish for it personally.

That would be a haunting far to great for me to handle.

The response I want from you is thus

To free the people

Free them from sin

Free them from ego

Free them from war

Free them form worship

Free them from addiction

Free them from government

Free them from their ancestors

Free them from there destinies and their selfs !!!!!

Set them free, let go of them with all your might and let them do as they

please. If it does not please you then you are not of their lifes plan so plan for

yourself in this universe of paradox and contradiction.

If you feel that this text does not serve you then free your self from it.

Go on become a free dweller of weather change so no matter what the weather

it?s allways perfect. Hooray and then you have the answer to life and

everything for now you have asked the everything question and given the

everything answer. Yes and it was you that did it. That is one thing you cannot

deny.

Let us recapitulate

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz1234567890?

0987654321zywxvutsrqponmlkjihgfedcba!

And the above statement is the question and answer to everything.

You see , you are a genius after all. Smarter than all the rest, much smarter

than someone who believes that you have to believe them for some weird

reason.

Any other question is incomplete and

any other answer is just not the whole truth.

So there we now have the mystery of life and all its encumberanties in one neat

little q & a analysis of what this book is about. Its about ideas, coming forth

from your brain and not the ego of your spiritual leader. Can you dig it? Yeah!!

I bet I know who?s gonna do the thinking now? Congratulations winner !

In no time at all you will not want anyone to do the thinking for you for you will

be having to much fun doing it for yourself without having to obey any stupid

rules. And the rules that god makes are always stupid because they do not

allow us to be responsible for our actions. This is the vital theft that the gods

did to us humans many moons ago. They took away our responsibility and

stated that they were now responsible for our actions. This is unfair, and unjust

I say! They are nothing but thieves. Thats right god is a thief!

In the end all god wants is your total life so he can do with it what god pleases

just like the government. The government needs your life to succeed in its

quest for the ?Conquering All Nations, (CAN)? summit held each year in each

and every political office regardless of ideaology in the world. Well let them

conquer the countries, as a matter of fact they all did this thousands of years

ago so your nation has already been conquered if only by the occupants of the

current day.

One responsibility we have to admit to regardless of knowledge is the one that

put us here in the first place. Who gave human beings permission to live on this

planet. Was it the planet itself, or was it just a representative of the planet?

Now we know that it was a representative we also know that all knowledge is

a representation of the truth. Who gave you permission to exist here human?

Was it an owl from another galaxy? Orr derr !! Orr how dumb can I be if I didn?t

even know that! Wow I am a dumby! Anyone who doesn?t know that the ones

who gave us permission to live on this planet as a human race were a bunch of

crazy owls from another galaxy just has to be irritably stupid. Damn You and

your stupidity. Now you know the truth and yet you have been lying to yourself

your whole life you lying bastard!! How dare you lie to yourself all your life. I

demand that you now apologise to yourself for being such an egotistical tyrant.

Go on say sorry if not only to yourself. Then forgive that which once you did

not forgive and probably never will. Why not eh, be a moron to the enth

degree. Do you think I am abusing you human? Well I am not. I only tell what

needs to be heard. And that is the lesson for today good children of freedom.

Do not do anything else except obey the commands I write. You may say no,

but you don?t say no to the bible which tells you to do exactly what I have just

stated. The religious and the pious are the modern day slaves. They slave there

whole life seeking the way to please God. Well the truth is that God is not a

nice guy. If he were don?t you think he would show up every now and again?

OK whats the excuse this time? Is it faith? Is it belief? Is it because it says it in

the bible or the Koran or those stupid Buddha texts which are nothing more

than ink on paper, just like porno magazines? Religious bondage and discipline?

Religious B & D is very common amongst the native and indigenous

populations. It is also common in christianity, Buddhism and Islam. It is also

common amongst the atheists as I personally think that atheists are very

religious. If you join any religion or group that pertains to the spiritual make

sure that it pays really well. At least $10,000 USD for just showing up. If it

pays you any less than this then it?s just another pyramid company rip-off.

The point here is that most of us are sucked into or forced into the

religion/spiritual belief. It is usually someone elses decision. Take me for

instance. I grew up in a catholic family which meant church every Sunday for

the first 20 years of my life. If I had rebelled at a young age I would have been

thrashed into submission. I had strict parents. I just accepted it and went along

with it. In fact I quite enjoyed it and went deep into the belief of God and

eternal salvation. I changed my view a while after this because the belief did

not make sense.

There is no point me trying to convince you of the facts but I will say that your

wrong. Whatever you believe is wrong! I include myself in that statement.

Whatever I believe is wrong so this book is about false information, if you have

read this far then know that you have been tricked into a false belief set. This is

because all beliefs are false. If what they stated were true there would be know

need for an adjoining belief. I mean do you believe that you have blinked your

eyes in the last hour? If not why not? The act of blinking does not need an

adjoining belief for it to be very real. Quick go to the shops and buy a

magazine. In this magazine look inside the front cover and you will notice about

half way down the page on the right of the page a very little

almost invisible symbol that looks like a cow. Its there on every magazine ever

printed. Now after you have discovered this write to the politician and tell them

that this information was never available and you have been looking at tiny

cows all your life and wonder why you have a milk addiction.

Fact 2. The second fact is that milk addicts read magazines.

Fact 3. Your social leaders are like the almost invisible cows.

Fact 4. The author tells the truth about lies, and lies about the truth.

Fact 5. From now on this book is known as ?Fact 4.?

Immediately change your name from ?Spirit Reader? to

?Belief Annialator.?Then set forth to set the people free.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves Masons.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves Christians.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves Muslims.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves Pagans.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves Atheists.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves Buddhists.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves Middle Pathiens.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves religious.

Set your brothers/sisters free who call themselves spiritual !!

Have the courage to challenge the spiritual catalogues of life and tell your

friends that they needn?t worry and that they were deserted when man was

first made and sold to a slightly more intelligent race, who still owns us today?

I mean can you really tell if the social leaders are human? Is the system a

human one or is it one made by the race that we were sold to. We were sold at

a cheap rate. Once most of the naturally occurring gold was taken to adorn the

alien kings and queens the humans who were made to do the labour were sold

to a race we know today as the Social Leaders. (SL). The god we worship

today is the one that sold us. What an arsehole ! This god gets worshipped all

the time by billions of humans. Why? Y? Now we know how stupid we all are.

Shall we ever free ourselves from our own stupidity/spirituality?

Hmmmmmm? Eh,eh,eh eh???? I am all ears!!!!!!!!!

One thing I can?t stand is that government believes that it represents the whole

country. Ie. Why do we all hate America? I mean most American people are

nice decent citizens like most other folk in the world. When the American SL

goes about it?s agenda all the people of America get blamed. It?s like when an

SL declares war, the declaration is made on behalf of all the people. When are

the military going to wake up and stop being slaves to the SL?

The point here is that only a minority of the population actually vote for a

political agenda. The rest vote because there spouse has voted or they vote for

a personality contest. The SL is being exposed and in the end they will suffer

like no other. The suffering will come in the form of the common people of

Earth just ignoring everything the SL says. It will happen all of a sudden. E.g.

One day everyone all at once will not pay taxes. Can they jail the lot of us? No!

Its like when there is a demonstration and there are 100000 people and the

police decide to arrest a few of them the 100000 just look on and let it be.

They don?t go to the aid of the few that are being arrested. When everyone

demonstrates individuals are singled out, arrested and tortured (remembering

that all interrogation is torture). The other 100000 don?t care because they are

not the ones being arrested. These other 100000 may as well not have even

showed up. They are the weak. They have been conditioned to be complacent.

I am one of these people so I don?t go to the demonstration. I am weak because

if I see a person getting arrested I will not go to their aid. I am a chicken yet I

claim that I am a brave man ready to take on the gods in an instant. Most of us

are weak bastards but if we all changed our minds together

the SL would be a thing of the past and the people would be the ones that

decide. Another side of this coin is that because we are a pack animal like

crows, we need a top dog. It is natural that groups have a leader so if it were

not the government it would be a gang of thugs. So what would you rather?

A legal Mafia SL? Or a gang of thugs? But then again what is the difference?

The difference is that I am not prepared to go into politics and get voted in and

rule the cuntry, all I am prepared to do is to complain about something I don?t

understand. Most of our complaints are about stuff we don?t understand. Our

ideas go to unhearing and uncaring ears. There is no chance for 90 days of idea

incubation. Our SL have their way and they will not listen, even when it is too

late. They will just sell us some lame excuse why we have to sacrifice half the

people in the name of a leadership conflict. We will step outside war once we

decide all together that war is not the way to go. Without the second world

war America would be way behind Europe. Japan would be a third world

country and Germany would be a world leader. Australia would be the same

and England would be perhaps the most powerful nation on earth. Africa would

have have much more tradition and China would be the worlds greatest holiday

destination, a tourist haven. So the second world war destroyed many more

things than the lives of people and animals. Can you imagine how many animals

were killed in a war? Way too many. World wars are the humour of the race

that the humans were sold too many millions of years ago.

Now I have come up with the idea that writing this book is stupid.

I mean who is going to read it? You? I doubt it! There is no one who ever

wants to read this stuff so it a personal pursuit so who do I write for. For me?

But I never re-read what I write. If you however are reading this book, do not

criticise it until you have written another one that is better than the one you

read now! I say this because the critique is often a loser, a negative cruiser that

has learnt very well how to hate because in life they have failed miserably. So

don?t criticise this piece of crapliture because it is a lie and it is already crap and

as a fool once said ?You can?t fool a fool because they are already a fool? so in

other words this book has failed its objective to try and bring you interesting

information about the first 90 days of an idea. I bet you havent even read any

of this book and more than likely never will. Does this mean that you are a

bastard? Of course it does but you already know. You are a bastard even if

your parents were married when you were born. And I am a bastard even

though my parents were married when I was born. I was born with my twin

sisters head attached to my hand because I am a Tasmanian. The head was

moved of course when I was circumcised and I really miss her especially when I

was a teenager and wanking was the order of the day. Oh dear that was a bit

rude but sometimes rude bits awaken the reader enough for them to change

their reading name back to ?Spirit Reader? for then you would be spiritual and

all lovely.

I am a weirdo and you know it you good for something ultimate winner of all

peoples. Yes that is right , I have changed my mind and seeing though you

have read this far I will call you all the wonderful things that language has to

offer like, Hey their beautiful whats up? I reckon you are a nice person because

not only have you learnt to read but you are reading this text without prejudice

or hesitation. Sometimes I wish I were half as beautiful as you, really? Good!

Wow how to fill a page with the graces of one thousand gorillas in the midst of

an orangutang attack of bananas in perfumed French poodle fannies. Now that

is the greatest compliment anyone can get. What about ,God is a total amateur

compared to you almighty one. You are the truth!

Your life is so much more than anything you will ever worship. I mean every

form of spiritual offers ,offer no more than than they can give which usually

isn?t much. Thats why your always giving to them as they have nothing to

offer, nothing to give. Then they can offer you as their personal slave. It may

seem brutal but the only way any religion can get popular is through showing

everyone that it has members. Without members there is no interest and

without interest there is no existence. It?s like mass-consciousness-fashion

fading in things and fading out things over the centuries. Every system has

fallen. Not one of the original ones remain. All the ancient philosophies are lost

forever so we make up new ones that perhaps do not reflect the original

meanings of those forgotten memories. We are only as advanced as toilet paper

so we are still in the shit. It ain?t so bad though. Better than being a monkey I

suppose. I bet you are happy you got to be a human instead of a monkey.

We are all lucky and those of us who are fortunate enough not to be heavily

tampered with by the et forces will be the ones who wouldn?t mind being a

monkey at all because they sometimes think that humans are too silly not to be

monkeys. People are monkeys. Alien monkeys who overtook the earth and

were then taken over by aliens. Most of the humans sold their souls to the

aliens in return for wealth and power over the apes who were their own

brothers and sisters as everyone is related. We are relates to the human gene.

We should not let the alien forces dictate to us what is the destiny of the

organically occurring human gene. It is a strong gene and can last for millions

of years. It has already lasted at least 10000000 years people as in human

beings have walked this planet. Every ten thousand years we get blown up, not

by man but by our creators. They keep a few for the decoration of antiquity but

these ones are emotionally incapable of feeling in any way attached to the new

people and as such are seen as detached. Our creators just teach us to buy

nuclear bombs and then they destroy us with our own weapons of mass

destruction. Even the military all over the world have been tricked. Even the

USA has been tricked. Every war is a hoax!

Poor old El Presidente! He has been fooled the most!

I feel sorry for the leaders for they are the newest and dumbest of all the

humans. The poor people are the smartest and the most advanced for they

have no stimulation apart from their brains so they think all day long and no

one does the thinking for them as that would leave them with nothing to do as

if they had nothing to think about. Some of the thought going through your

head would not suit the mood of most of the physical experiences you have in

life except when the element of the emotion is happiness. This is when your

head agrees with the physical environment you find your body in. That is why

fun is so important. It?s the fun we have as people that will save the planet.

Notice how planet is spelled PLAN / ET. The ET?s plan eh!? Well I will be

absolutely and totally flipped. The plan of the ET will be undone by fun for they

do not know of it?s existence. Then we can laugh our way to a future that is

free from the following:

Worship

Meditation

Prayer

Hope

Fortune

Duality...

...and the rest of the spiritual vices. ( Read ?The 9 ??s?)by Octavia Othello.

These are the things that imprison us. Just the fact that we do them gives us

the vital clues that we are a total dictatorshop where everything is expensive.

There are so few who live in freedom, well humans that is. All the animals live

in freedom.

Even the most destitute of battery hens is so much more free than even the

richest and or the most experienced human who has ever lived. Animals have

no need for the spiritual vices. They are pure and seek nothing more than

something to eat and perhaps a drink of refreshing water. They don?t go to the

servo for a can of dry! Nor do they go to the supermarket for to buy a cheap

bone. They are the rulers of measurement when it comes to ratio?d truthism.

The ant you trod on yesterday because you were too lazy to shift the weight

onto the left foot was a much better being than you could ever hope to be. In

truth and on the spiritual importance scale humans score very lowly. We even

are lower than dangerous viruses. This must always be remembered to have a

realistic view of where one actually fits in to the universe. There is the truth

and then there is what actually happens. You may wonder where this text is

going but let me tell ya, It ain?t goin to the shop to buy a cheap bone. Its the

idea of writing things like this that have made it apparent to me that in all the

essences of earth there are many but one that stands out like an erection on an

elephant. Don?t ask me what it is because I would have no clue but I just

reckon there is one and this is the basis for all cosmogenesis and/or origin

stories as far as Joseph Campbell is concerned. As far as Carlos Castaneda/

Stuart Wilde/ Sai Baba and Bitchslap Tutu are concerned the cosmogenisis is

made up by themselves so they can make a buck or two or just a hand-me-

down off some lying bastard who got sucked into it in the first place. What a

bunch of C%^&s! (Cant's)!

Well some of the stuff that has been written may seem a little rough but they

are just ideas. Ideas come and go at a rapid rate so if an idea does last 90 days

then you can consider yourself lucky. Often our ideas are painted up so much

we lose the original idea. Sometimes our ideas never make it to the physical but

this is the exception. Sometimes some people are so full of ideas that nothing

actually manifests in their lives except more ideas. I suppose a moral of this

story is if you have an idea, hold it in your head for at least 90 days before you

make any changes to it. That is the moral and the whole point to this literary

picture is to enhance your idea?s to a sustained length of ninety days. If you

can hold the idea for that long, well, that is the whole idea of you reading this

book. The whole idea is that your idea lasts 90 days. Not 90 seconds.

Does that read like a good idea???????????

This book is aliveacated to the memory.

This book is aliveacated to the brain.

Another slab from the gift of the tree to fill with the bullshit of the biro.

Man thinks he has conquered but paper, the gift from the tree, did it all!

Those who have paper rule the Earth!?

But what of Ink or the formations of colour which gives the paper its identity. Pens and other ink marking tools including monitors and printers are independent entities that are made and used by humans. Dogs use them as well but mainly for chewing. Humans use them to decorate paper with writing and art.

The ink has the power as the paper and the human are left only with a blank stare for each other.

The main reason for writing and art is to manipulate / substitute reality with ink. Look at Law. A whole bunch of words to manipulate our reality. It's the words of these books that control all the people and many of the animals. Words took over when writing was only available to the elite classes. This is fully unjust. Everyone needs to write down one law and that should do.

Anyway governments and law have failed because they can't make us obey.

The government trap is so big now that to be a politician means you have to be part of the trap. It's just too big to reset. like a tugboat trying to pull the river out to sea, possible perhaps in another reality.

So this book is about what all books are about. Words! The words we speak, think, and spell to our conscious. All words belong to the ink. It is the keeper of all secrets. Ink is like unprocessed thought. Once you grab a little you can stretch it making symbols and writing.

Anything is only worth its money in Ink. Even money itself.

I like things that are ink free, the sound of a bird, dog, sight, thought, feelings, the sun, rivers, and love don't cost and aint worth a cent. Yet with all these freebies we continually whinge for more.

So why do we want more ink. Even gold aint worth a cent unless Ink on a piece of paper says worth an amount.

The thoughts coming to me to write this book didn't cost a cent. People are like this " I'll share my skill but not until you give me Ink" The prime example here is you buying this book or buying into reading this book thus far. So I am the main offender here. I have sold you Ink. Now to get it to you I needed paper/monitor, and to be human. I then added ink/keystrokes to create this cacophony of lies so the Ink wins again.

Why do I call this writing lies when I'm attempting to tell the truth. If I call it lies you may believe it or if I call it lies you may use the information better. Perhaps we've been telling the truth all along and need to tell lies for a

while to balance things up. Well I don't agree with that sentence. I wont even attempt to tell the truth for its meaning is too varied. I wont tell lies just perception as it happens. Remember: this book is about words and above all words mean something, words are substitutes for reality. The words of this page sink deep into your living brain, they collide with other pieces of information that act as a blockade to the new information. New information can be so powerful it can work its way through and the perception is reached. The old pattern is shifted and amazingly the person is freer.

Why does it take years to understand philosophy? Because we have too much. Throw it all away, free yourself of ownership bondage. Do you really need a million dollar house? Get rid of one item at a time. Go Liquid and melt into the horizon. Humans are the only ones who take more than they need. No other species does this!!!!! If you have nothing to throw away then toss out your beliefs. None of the animals have personal items. They all live together and offer themselves to each other for food. We call this predatory analysis, the animals call it I'm hungry. They are so much smarter than us. The animals know what to do. They know what harmony is, what balance is, what spirit is. Humans know none of this but we call ourselves superior.

How much do you want?

Haven't you enough?!

None search the truth, we just like being morbid robots.

We like it when our freedom is taken away. We call this discipline, we call this the word "No".

Moving into the ink I see that all text is the same. You see, the pen knows everything that will ever be written. The Ink knows. Seems ludicrous that the Ink in my biro controls the world but it does. The Ink, the permanent stain spread out into thin threads and placed upon paper is what we call our truth about reality.

"Well folks all in the ink"....

And I ask you " Do you carry the stain of writing or the fetish of interpreting these stains as in readership?" How can the camera catch the image and show no guilt to the crime it filmed? I blame the film here. That wretched recording device that stole our privacy, exposed our sacredness and bled us of purity. TV is very impure. It has little to do with the camera operator. They are innocent of the tool of evil they possess. The camera in this instance is the paper and the film is the ink. The readership is the viewing of these hideous recordings.

Readception: The perception of a read word.

So what of Destitutional Readception?

Are we destined for a life of Ink worship?

Governments are Ink worshippers. They enforce their Ink on to society. If society disobeys there is punishment. So....

If Ink strands are lies as I am telling you a lie why do we live in organised Ink? worse than organised religion, but hang on religion is Ink. Oh shit, I'm out of here!

Are you guilty of Destitutional Readception , are you guilty of guilt??? Guilt will only rob you of a guilt free life. Never feel guilty again OK. Can you manage that at least? This does not mean you can shoot me!

Ink is more powerful than bombs.

The point, apart from being a thing which makes the mind go ouch, is that words have meanings and origins of intent. If you want to work out the origin of a word then read the book " How to find the origin of a word". If this book doesn't exist then I suggest you write it yourself because someone on this planet knows about all this stuff and their name is destitutional readception. Why not buy a bottle of Ink or a pen, for they know every answer to every question there ever was. It's only ink that says "Truth" How about truthlies? Sounds good to me.

Everything that was ever written tells the story of Ink. Authors are keepers of the Ink. They keep large amounts of thought, unprocessed Ink, like an idol biro waiting at the stationery store in its little phallic capsule with its ball point knob. Pens are masculine. Printers are feminine so neither escapes the Ink. Are these statements correct? Well only Ink can tell us.

All I can see is a view of you reading this Ink.

No animal has ever had readception. Humans have distorted beauty with Ink.

Analysis is anal.

Writing is analysis.

Analysis of what the Ink knows.

Men love ink. No wonder they love porno. A convenient substitute for reality. All that lovely Ink and instant readceptionalism.

To see how words rule lives wear a badge that says " God Sux!". Watch the reaction of the readception within the destitutionalism of the people who view it.

Ink Rules.

The stain of Ink creates a tyrant within the personal mind. The tyrant is worshipped because that is what makes the ego strong. Humans were made to mine minerals for an intergalactic economy. Then they fed us Ink. The human brain loves Ink. Yummo, give me more and more. The addiction to Ink is giving over to video screens. This is called electronic Ink and all the implications are the same.

Now you know why countries are forced into Ink worship.

When communication goes to writing our inner psychic abilities cease. The book takes over and the power of the word is born. All the education systems are Ink worshipping institutions. Look at what the bible did with its Ink stains. Look what Ink did to our minds. It took over! The ego is the main Ink addict! The ego relies on Ink within the formation of brain activity. This is the proof.

Tear this page out and scream. Set it on fire. Scream at the Ink that stained and sustained your life. Jump up and down on the ashes and declare to everything including your personal religion that Ink has no power over you. Go on, what have you got to lose? Rip this sucker out and burn and destroy the power it has over you. If you are reading this you have not done what the Ink has requested. You are free. If you did burn the page then you wouldn't be reading this and you definitely would be ruled by the Ink. But you would be free of its addiction, and that you are not, but keep a promise that one day you will be free of Ink.

Why not burn a few books. Books are forest graffiti. Tree mockery!

How many books do you have? Are you a keeper of the Ink?

Can you burn any one book? How attached to them are you?

I command you to destroy one book. Especially this one. Don't pass it on to anyone have fun destroying my words and laugh like a mad person. People are made mad by Ink so they dr-Ink and th-Ink and s-Ink.

THe OTHer ink or the hidden Ink is that of the Ecesic Records. These records are found in the subconscious. These records are not personal perceptions about you. They are more like an informed report on all your lives events including the future ones. Its important to be careful when viewing these records because it feeds the ego enough to convince it that Ink is the destiny of ones life and all there is at the Ecesic records is more Ink.

Just because Ink told you something doesn't mean it told you the truth. Just look at a contract.

Just read a news paper. Look at your school report or your parking fine.

Knowledge is the greatest prisoner but it gets you what you want but I bet you didn't want that parking fine. Was it the parking inspector who gave you the fine or was it Ink? It was Ink and Ink you will pay as your punishment.

Is it the Ink or the author that tells the story? Neither, the reader that tells the story. Don't blame god for the bible, blame Ink! Heaven is Ink, an empty promise. Ink is the stain of blasphemy.

We have all replaced symbols with Ink, rituals with Ink, global villages with Ink, relationships with Ink, rights with Ink, protection with Ink, Ink with Ink. Are you free of this book yet? I dare you not to read on. Do you believe the Ink or the author?

This is the book of lies because the pen says so,

this is the book of truth because the pen says so.

This book like all books is Ink.

Hooray for love and freedom and hooray for ink free pages like toilet paper just waiting to be wiped with shit. Shit wipes are a more accurate description of life than a thin blue line. Fancy that eh! They contain more information about life than all the books ever written.

Now get ready for more Ink. coming and they are making tonnes of it.

Now burn/delete this book. Do it Now!!!!!!!

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Would you trust someone who can read your mind?

Would you trust someone if they could enter your dreams ?

Would you trust someone you met who was this person?

What if they told you that the world is ruled by aliens?

What if they told you that the churches are alien worship houses?

What if they told you God was their enemy and they were going to crush it to the end of time?

Will you come to the party and protect this person even though they're driving you crazy?

Will you come to the party and leave at once terrified of your own power and potential?

Will you come to the party and be suffocated by your own surrendering ego/vanity?

Well this text is an attempt to answer these questions in more detail than a blank space.

Question 1 Would you trust someone who can read your mind?

Why even ask this? Can anyone really do it? How could I prove it, in writing to the reader?

Well that's easy, getting you to believe it that's the hard part. One of the reasons I asked the question is because I know someone who can read your mind very well. That's you. So do you trust yourself enough to read your own mind? I wonder! I mean reallllly read it, to see all the rooms, not just the one you hide in called " The Sanity Room " where everybody else lives, all cosied up in their own securities and afterlife insurance policies. I wonder if you have ever been to the many hidden rooms of your mind? See it's easy, now you trust someone who can read your mind. Hooray!!!

Question 2 Would you trust someone if they could enter your dreams?

Why even ask this? Can anyone really do this? How could I prove it, in writing to the reader? Well that's easy, getting you to believe it that's the hard part. One of the reasons I asked the question is because I know someone who can enter your dreams really easily and is there most of the time when you dream. That's you so do you trust yourself enough to dream your own dreams? I wonder! I mean reallllly dream them, to have all the dreams not just the ones about the day and there emotional mirrors, where everybody else dreams, all bent on the day reality being more valid than the reality of night, when your unaware of who you are in awake land, where the vision is real and not a mirage? I wonder if you've ever had all the dreams?

How simple is that! Now not only do you know someone who can read your mind, you also know someone who can enter your dreams.

Question 3 Would you trust someone you met who was this person?

Why even ask this? Now the cookie bites the mouth with an infusic crunch and asks Have you ever met yourself? To be a little more precise, have you ever met the you who can read your mind and enter your dreams? Do you trust them enough to be a valid part of your life, not just a new age hobby where a key to knowledge and a delta brain rhythm can save your spiritual insurance policy from being dishonoured?

Question 4 What if they told you that the world is ruled by aliens?

Why even ask this? Now all you need is to be able to read a mind and be able to enter the dreams of someone. You know you can do this because your this person and this question will be answered.

Ask yourself this question? Ask the you that doesn't live in the sanity room, the one that seeks freedom , ask the one who can enter your dreams, the one you met the first time you looked in the mirror. Ask this reflected you, the one in the mirror that does whatever you want. Stare at this being looking back at you and ask it "Am I living in an alien designed matrix called reality?" Have you ever wondered what the secret is? Well that's a hard one because once a secret is told it is no longer a secret hence: Anything you're told is not a secret. A true secret society operates in total silence even to the point where consciousness has vanished.

Question 5 What if they told you that the churches are alien worship houses?

Why even ask this? Are you religious? If yes read on if no ignore the yes bits. Next time your in church ask the one who can read your mind and enter your dreams " Creator, are you an alien?" Let the one who looked back at you in the mirror, the one that does whatever you want answer this while you get on with the praying as everybody else does. You will hear the truth. There is no need for me to answer this for you. The message will be loud and clear. It will be coming from your own mind, perhaps from a rarely visited room, the one you only go to when you want to get the truth. It may even come from an ancient genetic memory, awakened only by knowledge that such a memory exists. Your own mind. Sounds nice but do you own it or have you sold it to one of the spiritual vices. There are ten of these and I will list them.

1. Surrendering to power

2. Selling ones soul

3. Meditation

4. Having a religion

5. Praying

6. Ceremony

7. Reading Sacred texts

8. Going to Church

9. Enlightenment

10. Living in duality.

1. Don't surrender to anything. It's a rip-off and the only intent of surrender is that it will destroy you if you don't and stuff that wants to destroy you is your enemy. Let's just hope that the one who wants to destroy you (the one you are surrendering to) is not the one who can read your mind or enter your dreams. This is why surrender to the one who can (you) is useless and totally defeating. Surrender is forbidden!

2. Selling one's soul happens at surrender. Most of us have sold our souls to God with a no refund ram it up your sinning butt policy. These are not refundable so one finds oneself asking the one who can to instruct them on how to do a soul retrieval. You'll have to enter the other rooms to get to this to work. Atheists have also sold their soul to the disbelief they are the one who can read their mind and enter their dreams.

3. Meditation is the spirit worlds biggest trap. It's like a drug and it don't take long to become an addict. It's a vice where other entities other than the one who can enter the soul via the crown chakra and feast on the one who can's brain energy. Once this is established the other entity attracts others to its lair and siphons off energy from those who are under the spell of the meditator. It's extremely degrading. Just ask!

4. Having a religion is a vice just by having it. When you have something you own it and take responsibility for it. So you can see the " reality roomer " in their ownership of their belief that there Creators ego is bigger than anyone else's. Having a religion makes sure that the afterlife policy you were sold as a kid remains with you until your nakedest hour. When death is close and there is no way back into the reality room.

5. Praying is the best way to admit that the one who can, the one who can read your mind and enter your dreams doesn't exist. This is impossible now because you already know that there is such a person. Yes it's the one reading this book. Praying is saying I am not good enough to handle this situation, I'm not strong enough to see the way, I'm just a useless piece of space junk destined for surrender.

6. Ceremony is worse than praying. the celebration of how to surrender to power. It's the thing that ties a noose around your neck and says

" Step outside this perception and you will hang."

It's a punishment based on the fear of forgetting who you surrendered to. It enforces the afterlife policy into the very atoms of the body and is highly inescapable. It needs to be stopped immediately.

7. The Bibble is the biggest load of crap ever written even if it is all based in fact. So are all texts pertaining to the spiritual and I fully include this text in this statement. They are lies upon nature. Ink on paper. They are weak for if they were real and their words true everyone would have read them and been happy. They wouldn't need interpretation, every one would like reading them and every home would have them.

8.When you go to an alien worship house you are secluding yourself from the world and all that is in it. Your focus is now on another world, A retirement village for dead people where all the rellies love each other. It's the place where the afterlife policy is honoured. It's the focus of this new world that concerns the one who can, because now they know they can get a much better policy that won't cost a soul.

9. When you see the light it blinds you, Notice when someone says things about seeing light. It stops there with no further inspection. A wise Buddhist is not a Buddhist. He left the path to enlightenment because he did not enjoy being blind. He was the one who can, just like you. Enlightenment is when your aura via the crown chakra is so overwhelmed by entities that the one who can dies and the one who can't surrenders.

10. Duality is the "reality roomer's " way of understanding things.. They only want two things. That's Yin/Yang, Up/down, Her/Him, In/out, Life/Death etc. and it covers just about most things but there are other rooms that will tell you a different things. Like, there is no difference between men and women, Up is down and down is up>it depends where your eyes are. Duality is set and cannot change, it is stagnant, lifeless and explains what life is like with two brains = 1 split human.

Question 7. Will you come to the party and protect this person even though they're driving you crazy?

your soul. I know someone who can do this, it's the one who can and this can is you. Protect the one who can. Do this in freedom and it won't cost anything. Freedom is without cost, there is no accountability for it. And your concerned about going mad. Well anyone who lives in the "reality room" is mad. Insane to the max!

Question 8. Will you come to the party and leave at once terrified of your own power and potential?

Does the smell of freedom disqualify your afterlife policy? Does it terrify you to leave the sanity room? Will you now weaken back to the same old same old, back into the spiritual vices? Will you ever entertain the idea of freedom? I do not know but I know who does, it is the one who can and you know who this is. If the one who can terrifies you look them in the mirror in say your sorry for not allowing freedom as the main focus. Apologise profoundly to the one who can. If your reflection scares you then your image scares other people and when you scare others they surrender to you and the one who can never surrenders to anything, NeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeve r

NeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeve r

NeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeverNeve r. Get it?

Question 9. Will you come to the party and be suffocated by your own surrendering ego/vanity?

No. That's what the spiritual vices do. You are a good person. You've never raped or murdered, you've never even stolen or bashed anyone, you don't even have unkind thoughts. You have never done anything that could land you in a Court of Law and have never been in trouble with the police. This makes you a good person that is suited to be an explorer of the mind. Yours is the only mind you will ever need . Most of us are explorers. Your good so you don't have to hand your soul over for grading. You are at this party. It started long ago when you took your first breath. Don't let your own importance keep you in the "sanity room" or " the room of impenetrability" not to be confused with happiness or the "comfort zone". Ego, vanity and surrender don't like parties anyway, because the one who can ventures into the other rooms where the ego gets suffocated by freedom.

And these are the nine questions.

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And where is the explanation to Question 6? The one who can knows what to do, .....the one who can.....that's you.....so read this to yourself and be forever free.....remember to remind yourself of your original instructions.....

1 Walk in peace and harmony

2 Don't take more than you need

3 Respect all living things

These are the authors original instructions, the instructions that were hidden in the genetic memory of the other rooms, the rooms of the mind. These instructions were remembered when the author freed themselves from the spiritual vices. These instructions may not exactly the same for everyone but they will be similar. They are generally a lot simpler than that. Just to have three instructions is incredibly complicated. Monny muttkarnen hommma!!!!! The animals are so smart they don't need instructions, in fact, the more instructions one needs the dumber they are. Think about it, some people just don't get it. When the one who can stops the spiritual vices they are automatically destroying mans need for surrender, they will crush the vices and live spiritual freedom & their effect on others will last forever as they last forever. All it takes is one thought and by the time your up to this page you would have had many thoughts about it. Even if you disagreed with it you still had many thoughts about it. So the program your mind needed to kick start the genetic memory of your original instructions has been downloaded ( sorry ) but this is the formula for learning.

You have been tricked by the one who can and you know who this is. It's you and the answer to the 9 Questions is your whole life. You now carry this knowledge into the world and it permeates all your thoughts and feelings. the one who can and you've just woken them up. By reading this text you have destroyed the walls of the sanity room and rescued yourself from an afterlife insurance policy that was dishonoured all along. There is no guarantee of an Omnipresent Being congratulating you for being good. All there is, is more of what you have now; policy! Escape from the inner cops, they are controlled by the external forces. This is everything that is outside you which is always more of what is inside you. It is fair to say that there is always more external energy than there is internal energy.

Eg. Lets say inside you there is 10, outside you would be

100000000000000000000000000000.

This is because we are only a certain amount of energy. We are not all the energy, neither do we represent all the energy, just a portion of it, that in the overall picture, is infinitesimal. Things outside us are bigger. They are stronger and braver, smarter and more beautiful, yet they can't count themselves amongst the ones who can. For the ones who can enter their dreams and read their minds, The external ones like Duality are not safe from the ones who can. Both Luth Starslapper and Dark Verandah hide in fear, inside total terror, grinding there bones for relief when the one who can starts looking into the other rooms. The external ones flee from the scene as freedom raises its head which is joined to a magnificent being. These beings are the ones who can and you know who they are. Even if you don't know them you know at least one. That's you and just because the external ones are bigger and better than you they know not of the other rooms for they are the ones who taught us the "sanity room". Once we were all in there we were very easy to control. We have been in that state for thousands of years now. But alas the evolution transitional period is approaching rapidly. We are about to change. The change will take at least 40 generations or 1000 years. It happens so slowly in our time terms (policies) that we are continually waiting for it to happen.

Be patient, remember the one who can lives forever because life wants the one who can, which is you, to live forever. This is why your alive now and that is not a secret!

It is strongly recommended that you do not read this text. Too late! The One Who Can (TOWC) has been awaken. Aren't you glad you read the last paragraph of this 9 Question Policy first?

A most vital element for soul development is to have no locks. Every key was made for a lock. Often in the soul search we attune our goal to attain a key, which, is for a door (barrier) which holds the information or the perception we need. Without a key there is no lock which vaults the door (barrier).Without any keys all knowledge is accessible, all barriers disappear. It's like this "When we find it, the searching stops. When I found the key for the door the search for the key was over. If I had no key to search for, there would be no door to open" Do you see? Make it your goal to have no key, no lock, no door (barrier).

These barriers or doors to perception are nothing but a trap. There is always a fee to get a peak through these doors. The fee you pay is with your energy, either your money energy or your soul energy. You generally pay it to the person / being that showed you. These beings can be quite fair and give you your energies worth, they can also be control freaks who, once your in the perception or once you have stepped through that door they slam it behind you and you can only get back through with there permission. There are other fees to get out. These fees occur because the door holders are paying the price for the perception in the first place.

Then you come rushing in "The Perception Hunter". You stalk your prey whilst dimension hopping as you gather energy and increase your awareness. You go to the door, you seem to get in because you've tracked down the key (what a waste of time) and you enter the door. HOOOOOORRAAAYYYYY! "You've got it, that perception, that belief, all those thoughts you had for years just knowing that it was true, all confirmed. Your happy, you're pleased, you're on fire. But, what price did you pay? How much was the fee? Were the sacrifices necessary and all perception hunters make them. They or many of them have transcended death itself and would kill death if it came anywhere near them. But they still pay the price for perception and heavily.

The biggest door sellers or perception punters are the ones in the disguise of religious leaders. They sell their door; this is the tunnel of light. This is a process where your soul is sucked through a door and never let out. This place is called heaven and it really sux. Heaven is run by aliens. It's a retirement village for dead people. Did you realise that you're taken there without your permission? Did you know that the "light" they use to dominate us is spiritual heroin and totally addictive? Did you know that to meditate with the light is to accept a hideous drug? You will pay a karmic debt. Your soul will be theirs to do with as they please. Do you want this? How does the author know this? Have you ever asked your guru? " Hey guru, how do you know that?" Find out who told them and when your dimension hopping hunt the perception to the point where it began. Make it reveal itself, but do this without going through a door.

"Hey Jesus, how do you know you're the Son of God?" Hunt down this perception. First, go to heaven and ask god why he won't show his face. You will see that god is an alien like the ones on the T-shirts accept uglier. He created you but won't give you your life, He wants it so that's why he made heaven. Just one big virtual reality trip where your soul becomes light.

God did not make the planets or the sun, in fact God can't make atoms that's why he is so good at manipulating / modifying them. We are not in god's image, gods image is ego,ego,ego,ego,ego,EGO!

The bible makes this very obvious. In the inner realms, god looks like a smiley face like the ones you see on kid's toys. Sometimes he looks like he has got a cowboy hat on. He is made of light and is totally dangerous. The devil or gods twin brother is not his enemy either, they are friends and want your soul, they want it forever, and they don't want you to reincarnate either. So, you love heaven eh? Well let me tell you it isn't friendly. Only brainwashed idiots get in there. God takes you and injects you with so much light that you're eternally hooked. This is often after a lifetime of preparation on earth. Heaven, don't do it, you don't have to, you could actually set up a place for you to go when you are alive and inherit this when you die. The indigenous peoples have been doing this for centuries. Most of the tradition is gone now but up until the missionaries raped the indigenous worlds of their beliefs there was no belief in god. They had never even heard of it.

We (the humans) were made a long time ago from genetic experiments to create a suitable, breedable life form that could mine minerals for an intergalactic economy. (Most people's egos are way too big to ever accept this.) It was like a substantial yet affordable investment. Since that time we began to change. At first, the ET's did most of the change. After a while due to high sex drives we would become a substantial yet handball population. We were taught everything accept sex. The drive to survive was there. At the last major change about 10,000 years ago we were made extremely stupid. Dividing conscious thus (conscious and unconscious) blocked off about 90% of our original intelligence.

A human has to be shown. It has to perceive an action and then copy it. This is true in the unconscious worlds as well. Now lets talk about that place. A place we know as the inner world. Many of us have worked on it diligently and have achieved results. All of us know about the psychic Internet where everything and everyone is contactable. Just don't expect the one your visiting to be in a good mood. They may decide to punish you severely!!!!! This is what the New World Order wants to hide from you.

They want you to do it via a computer, why don't you do it via a mind, like your own mind. It is faster than all the computers that will ever be built and far more effective. Fancy that, no more boring sites!! The ram for the mind is imagination and most people have stacks of unused imagination.

New World Order declares that nature is nothing and that: Only the egos of the leaders have any credence what so ever. How about planet New York? NWO declares that chaos is wrong!

Chaos is an indefinable mathematical imprint that creates a mass disorder and from this understanding arises, so understand that understanding is perceiving how the mind creates its own order out of chaos. All new concepts are chaos. This is learnt by anyone taking on a difficult task. When we start it we are hopeless, but with much practise and devotion we can order the chaos into an understandable & tangible practise. So order is very well thought out and planned and practised. Order is not natural. Order in the animal kingdom is just our way of understanding the chaos. Nature is more than a mouth and an anus. When we agree to the New World Order we agree that only the rich guys have the right. Rich families run governments. The rich families blame all the poor people for the state of the world today.

Chaos is your master's boss! I don't care who they are, what they are called or whom they associate with, Chaos is still there boss. I do not know whose chaos' boss is but I guarantee they have one. Chaos is the big bang and did you know a new big bang is about to go off? That's right! Do you want to be part of it? Do you have a role to play there? If you don't a huge vacuum will eat you and anything else that has no place there. This is a process called by some " The cleansing of the old." It means all the old nonusables are vaporised. like once the egg has broken, don't attempt to glue it together, what you have to do is make a new egg and turn yourself into the yolk.

Remember that the key to the new big bang is to have no locks. Only chaos can enter the realm of chaos, only the unknown have the entry pass so if you have a key to wisdom then discard it immediately. Key holders are just bargain hunters and they only teach you to find the key, they won't teach you to pick locks and blow up doors. A key can be seen as a pass to obtain knowledge (or order from chaos) but remember a key is for a lock and a lock is for a door and neither a key or a lock or a door have anything to do with the knowledge that is kept there.

There is a paradox that one may arrive at any perception without consent at will at any given moment without ever before doing such a manoeuvre. This is where imagination meets reality. Imagination is far smarter than the logical mind. It is where the soul plays with the universe and its forces. Living in your imagination makes one smart for the outcome to possibilities ratio is very high. Here is how to do it.

Instead of giving the incoming message to the brain for logical assessment throw it in the imagination. The imagination is the "nation of images". It is a grand place where the unexpected is felt, where the visionaries, the interpreters, the mystics and the law workers reside.

Our imagination is very human. Angels/aliens have no imagination for they have given up there free will. All they do is think about one thing i.e. The ego of there master, the one.(GOD).

Did you know that the light is not everywhere? Did you know that chaos is only one small part of the big picture like a grain of sand on the beach? Our personal part in the whole beach is a minute particle on a far out atom on this grain of sand. Embodying the whole of existence from this minute position we can see that our powers are limited. How many grains of sand are there? How big is the ocean from this perspective? What a minute part of life the humans take up. Our egos tell us otherwise. Anything and everything present or not present in any state is just

"AN AMOUNT OF ENERGY"

Write down the ten most powerful things you know.

Have at least ten things. One for each finger. Eg.

1 454 big block chev

2 space shuttle

3 usa

4 nature

5 sun

6 space

7 nuclear bomb

8 hercules

9 the universe

10 my spiritual master

It's very important to have at least ten things for if you give your spiritual vote to one dude you have dictatorship.

Next to the list write "is just an amount of energy". Eg.

1 454 big block chev is just an amount of energy

2 space shuttle is just an amount of energy etc.

This is hard. How can I refer to my spiritual master who created everything in the universe as "just an amount of energy"? This is called getting your level of worship down to a level of reality. Octavia is energy, you are energy, rich men are energy, and poor women are energy. God is energy (a pitiful amount at that), Satan is energy (equal to god- they are both wimps), and when you are energy you are an amount of energy. Do you really want to go to heaven to worship some aliens ego that will never show his true face?

People are better looking than angels (aliens); for a naked person has a body which has an identity and a form and a spirit where a naked angel is just a totally addicted to light junkie blobby mess of order. There is no chaos in the angel's life and things are perfect. When something is perfect it cannot change, it cannot be constant and therefore is immobile and stale. Perfection is the stupefaction of the senses. Angels are not perfect because the trip they have been sucked into will never be told to them.

I dare you to go to heaven and tell god off for being perfect and being unable to change and turning people into light junkies. Go on you spiritual tough guy. Tell your creator to get fucked then blow up heaven with etheric dynamite. "What", I hear you say, "where do I get etheric dynamite from?" The last time I heard you had a massive supply of it in your imagination, a supply that never runs out and a supply that can blow up anything that wants to take away from the human spirit. On your way back go blow up hell and understand that the devil is a mirrored reflection of god.

Now all the extra terrestrials (ET's) want your genetic prints so they can have a beautiful form like us. They want the "life" You see, the animals and plants and rocks and clouds and humans have the "life". The animals are not dumb. Every animal and rock and cloud is smarter than you are for these things live in harmony. Well you don't see an ant acting like a cloud or a bird so people need not act like the animals but need to act like people. We are like them and we always eat them. Vegetarians are not mellower than carnivores. This is a classical myth. In fact vegetarians can be very righteous with others eating habits. They can also be very out of balance living in a body that is crying for flesh. Anyway a carrot must be killed to be consumed. So you're a carrot murderer!

Humans have a very close connection to the "life" but lose it with their trivial worship where they clock up points with their pathetic gods/guides. Imagination is what man and the animals have in common. An ant has imagination. Did you know that? You can speak to an ant whenever you want via the imagination. Seems a little silly but true and you will never know unless you try. Instead of poisoning ants why don't you give them a little sugar and they will go away with full bellies and rekindled imagination's. This is an example of how to work with nature. Share your food with nature for nature that has fed you from the first cells you were when your parents created you. Everything you have ever eaten has come from and is nature.

You are nature just like the air, the water, the dirt, and the fire.

So when time to evolve into an awakened whatever, remember, that humanness and life on earth is the "life" and something your highest being is already.

I hear you think, "Do I need to reincarnate?" There are long lines for reincarnation. The longest lines are that of cockroach, fly, and lice. There is a thousand-year wait for a life as one of the pestilence's of the world and if you step out of line no one will mind your space.

There are only a certain number of things, this includes atoms. These things are the numbered and they pervade existence. Mathematics is but a mere apathy of the true meanings of numbers. Mathematics is only a representation of numbers. The symbol for numbers is 1234567890. These are the symbols that represent "an amount of energy" Can 6 count itself, does it know of the number 5 and the relationship the human mathematical logic has with 5 & 7? Numbers are not maths. Maths is a logical substitute for numbers. Real numbers are in our imagination's. They don't even know what counting is. Numbers are not counts. A number is like any/everything else is an amount of energy.

The most powerful is an amount of energy.

The weakest is an amount of energy.

The middles are an amount of energy.

When you know you are just an amount you realise that you want to be part of the big picture. Realise that you are this part of the big picture even if you don't realise for: when you don't realise you are in chaos, you are & chaos has the life. It can change and therefore is not perfect. This is our highest good, our impeccableness (where the crow can't put its beak). We are not important, either are our lives. We are so minute in the large picture that even chaos could disappear and go relatively unnoticed. Do you get it? We are part of this hugeness and we have chaos. We can change and we have destiny for to have destiny there must be a road of change. Let our destiny rest in the chaotic world of change. Lets stay in the world. At decision time just do nothing and stay where you are. Feel freedom penetrate your entire existence. Set your past free, set your present free and then set your future free. In this way you will set up a free life. Make an announcement to your past that you set it free. Just do it! It will take no longer than you announcing to your past that it is now free. Don't think " will I or won't I set it free. Perhaps Octavia is a perception punter herself and showing me a door.

Well, if I am , know that the only fee is freedom and I'll never let you out.

I think firstly that one must be aware that there are many post death destinations apart from the two big H's.( Heaven and Hell).

There are one million and man has gone no further than the 1985th attention or 1985th part of the mind. It happened in 1985. This was a year of huge metaphysical change. It was 20 years ago. Did you know that most conspiracy stories are true? Did you know that you have full access to those 1,000,000 dimensions each with countless amounts of attentions without even knowing how? In fact this is the only way you can access them. If you knew how, you wouldn't dare go anywhere near them. This is strange but if you know what you are doing in the massive "chaos is a grain of sand" universe you would need a brain the size of the Milky Way to just begin to order "the life". Remember you are the life, and you have the life to pass on. Imagine for a moment your genetic line for this and all other lives you've had. It goes back thousand's of years. The human race is about 200,000 years old. This 200,000 years has been divided up into 40,000-year lots and each of these divided into 10,000-year lots. We are at the end of the last quarter of a 40,000 year lot. Each 10,000 years a new race is made. First there were the Australian Aboriginals, then the other black populations. Then the yellow people or Asian, then the red people (native american and people from India), then came the white people who appeared for the fifth time 10,000 years ago. Each 10,000 years is called a grand cycle, so we are at the end of the 20th grand cycle.

White men have lived here before at least five times. At the conclusion of this current cycle, in about 500 years time a reseeding takes place. Many call this the fifth cycle, but the fifth cycle stared 40,000 years ago. So we are actually going into the sixth cycle to prepare us for the seventh cycle, which prepares us for the eighth cycle etc. etc. until we have lived the millionth cycle. After this the oscillation of life ceases and we all start again.

Any way, back to the end of this grand cycle. This is where all the ET's come down in their fancy ships and tell everyone that they are gods. Then they sell the old stock (us) into slavery and reseed the joint with the updated human. All the old ones are shipped out so far away from the earth that they will never be able to come back. They need to keep us going so they can work out how to have "the life." So they keep a few of the good ones so they can breed on and continue their lineage's. Some actually escape the empty promises of god (leader of the ET's) and the new ones call them the ancients.

Well, life on earth thrives without the massive human population.

The new humans, freshly made into the beginning of a new golden age meet the survivors (ancients), the ones that chose to stay, the ones that weren't swayed by the magic of the light and saw straight through the underlying plan of the illumined ones. The ancients don't like the new arrivals because the DNA is different and it's hard to have them understand what you've been through and they laugh when you pay out their creator. They are too fresh, new borns. These guys are the ones you can trace your own personal origin to. They were our forefathers and foremothers (ancestors). So there were Adam's and Eve's to begin with. Perhaps even up to 100 couples. We still carry their genes around with us and they were around 40,000 - 30,000 - 20,000 or 10,000 years ago. We could invent an inner time machine complete with personalised plates and go back into the beginnings of our genetic past. The key is to have no lock so with a free past that stretches back even as much as 200,000 years one can access any part of this long genetic journey.

As long as you don't know what you are doing you will be fine. Just be cool about it. Don't hurt anything; don't let anything hurt you. Most of all don't learn how to do it. If you learn it you will only access the learnt and not get the most out of your awareness capacity, which is limitless. But be careful. The price you pay for freedom is that you get to play in the free zone. Everything in there is free and do as they please for they choose it. So you have got 1,000,000 different realities in a huge melting pot of freedom. Watch your back and be loving (especially when love in the free zone is very rare). Be honest with yourself and know that in a moment's hesitation you could lose it all to a fellow perception hunter who'll suck you dry in a second. Also know that you have an immense power for you to have the >life' and can defend yourself from anything so if half of heaven and half of hell are on your spiritual ass to convert you from freedom, know that you can wrap those light junkies up in a ball and throw it at gods face really hard and escape back into your life where you are a human learning the ins and outs of dimension hopping.

Most people live in about three dimensions. I.e., awake, asleep and dreaming (both awake and asleep), some of us have hundreds and some nearly have 2000. None have a million. The highest attainable is 999,999 and this will take about thirty eight trillion centuries, then we can start again and the >life' has been doing this. So we can see that god is a parasite blocking the view that is our natural inheritance by shining light into our eyes. I know it's hard if you're a believer to turn from god because your whole life may be based in it but don't give >your life' to god. He has got plenty of life of his own. He will only convert you to light and you will have no life.

Did you know that reading this book is partly a reminder that you are immortal and always have been since the beginning of your genetic line? The ego dies, the genes live forever.

Another great danger is the shadow of god or gods devil. This is the reflection of duality. Duality is light sided, a reflection of heaven and hell. I.e. God looks in the mirror and sees the devil and we know now that heaven and hell suck! We never want to retire there at death. Why don't we at death reincarnate as a fish, then come back as a person and tell everyone what it was like?

Remember when you die you are in control and nothing can take you anywhere if you don't want it to. You'll be shown visions of heaven closing down on you to trick you into saying " Take me take me, I was wrong and I want god!" Then you will see demons race up to you as if they want to kill you. Blow them up with your etheric dynamite and once the air is clear walk the path which is the >life' line that leads you through the trap of the heaven/hell/extraterrestrial/government/ruling class syndicate.

Continually seek freedom & live for the >life', live for the chance to be part of a life family again. Love it, live it. So is that the first non-light sided advice about what to do after you have died you have ever heard?

No one talks about it as we have been brainwashed into believing our destiny is with god, but our destiny is with the >life' not the light. This is true and you can prove it to yourself but beware it may be a trap or a door. Everything I own is made of her. It's to her I belong for I am her child, her obedient child. The fact is your planet or Earth provides you with everything you have ever had. Every breath, every mouthful of your favourite food, everything you see & hear & smell & taste & touch comes from her as well. All the buildings come from her, all the steel comes from her, all the gold and diamonds come from her. All the plastic initially comes from her. There is really nothing artificial as artificial things are just synthesised natural things. You walk on her, drive your car on her, and sleep on her and in her as all building materials come from her. A car comes from her. It's basically dug out of the ground and synthesised into a car. So, when you get a new car or a second hand one, thank not the money that bought it for you, or the sales person that gave you a discount, but thank the origin of the car which was from the ground, which was from the goodness of your mother, the Earth. Even your computer is made from her.

Did you know that you are her child, her obedient child?

Everyone who lives is obedient to the ways of the mother. Eg. Most of us drink water & who supplies that? What about beer? Do you like it? What about you're favourite drug? Where does it come from? It all comes from the Mother. If you are an animal, a tree, rock or fish or bacteria your natural mother is the earth. Everyone has this understanding impeccably except the humans. They are blind to what they really are & who their boss truly is.

So many of our thoughts & feelings are away from the Mother. We would rather think we are god like, (which now we know we are not) than to accept the most obvious truth. We hear this truth every time we inhale.

So, you reckon life on earth sux eh? & you want to go be with the angels now because you are in your last incarnation here. The angels are so far away from the love of the Mother. All they do is serve & adore Gods ego to the point of no return. They have no life because the life is here and you are it right now. Why don't you give up church / meditation and go for a walk. Why don't you give up meditation / church and go sit by a river in a tree and play your instrument to your fellow lifers who live in the tree above the river i.e. The spiders, lichen birds, grub, ants, etc. Why not instead of going to church / meditation you take your kids to the movies.

If you are poor then work out your total genetic heritage & find the original magic your part of. Your spiritual heritage does not belong to the light or to some ET race. It belongs with the Earth for you are an Earth dweller.

How can it be that you love God but don't love the Mother? Why don't you next time your hungry pray to God and see if he will make you a meal & give it to you? Why don't you pray solidly for a month for this to happen, why don't you pray harder & you will see that your so-called Creator of the Universe can't even make you a meal? Now when your so hungry after an epic of useless prayer why don't you walk down the street, on the Mother & go eat some of her goodness from a food outlet. It is her goodness that keeps you alive; she gives you the >life'. I have a saying that " 25,000 Hail Mary's won't get you a meal, but $2.50 will, so now we can see that even a small amount of money is more powerful than God ever was & yes, money also comes from the Mother.

You may think I am on the bandwagon, on the crusade to turn you towards my door but I merely state a few facts. Personally I don't care if they are true but I write this book for you. I want you to at least have read this information. I personally don't care if you want to kill me or go off and be a super punter but remember each breath, each sight and each taste. Remember that God did not make the planets & the stars, God is NOT the atom maker. He only made humans to be his personal ego adoring slaves. I don't care what this book does to your mind, as you are the carer of that. You have a beautiful mind yet it has been tortured with the way of order. You've been blinded to natural chaos by the light. You have been brainwashed especially by your friends & family's that life is a certain way. Well, as you know there are different strokes for different folks & life ain't that certain way.

Chaos does not mean negativity. It does not mean there is a riot, what it means is that the possibilities for outcomes are far greater than that of order. So, an orchestra can be playing, in tune, on time & sounding lovely & living in total chaos. This is because all the instruments come from the Mother & her natural element is that of chaos. Chaos has no door, no locks, and no secret keys for entry. Chaos is your middle name. Walking the path of Chaos is accepting that anything can happen at any given moment. Chaos is honest, natural & beautiful. Chaos is our main ancestor as it precedes life itself. Chaos is the emanation maker (the atom maker). We as life are infringements on the lines of energy that make Chaos. We are only influenced by a few of these energy lines. The rest of them evade us, as none are big enough to take in all the emanations. However there is a great variation in how much one human can differ from the other. It can vary from 1 to infinity but will only ever be an amount & can & never will be the >everything' because everything is just too big. We need no key for this lock so nothing in the Universe is all-powerful. Yes that's right, you can kick Gods butt if you want too. Just make sure you have an escape, which is into your physical body. God can't come here although people worship the belief that he came to the Earth, But he only came once because the people didn't like him so he was killed. Then they worshipped not that he was God but that man could kill God. Then the priests took over & told the people that God planned it that way & now we must worship God forever or be eternally punished by a brainwashing religion taught to men by the alien/angel.

Everything is vulnerable even you, yes you superman, in your high tech multi-dimensional existence, you've got your stuff together now & do heaps of great things. Things that the mystics had, things that the ancient lore had, things that the modern lore have, things you can't even believe & yet you are still vulnerable. You could be so tough that the only thing that can scare you is yourself. The self is scary. It's the part that says " I am self " & we all need it from time to time. The self is where the ego lives. Going beyond the self is quite admirable & cool but in doing so you surrender that self to your pathway, but then it is not your pathway, but theirs. So you've been sucked in again. Here we find semantical paradox. I.e. >How do I keep the self so I don't have to eternally agree with a warped spirituality that I surrendered too?' The answer to this doesn't exist! The reason for this is that it is mystery. I.e. A leader of spirituality or sect is treading a path. They ask you to follow & you agree. You walk with them, behind them so this is called >from the direction of behind'.

Things that are behind you are never in view for they are behind, always behind where you are looking. This is what the leader feels. The leader knows of the >direction of behind'. The leader follows their path for no one has told them what way to go. They thought it up themselves. So do you want to walk a path that basically belongs to someone else, or do you walk your own. I walk mine as leaders walk theirs. So even surrender is paradox.

"Those who live in their words cannot live in their lives.

So

Live in your life

Not in your creeds

For they mean nothing

& surrender they breeds."

To walk the path or your path or your path you'll need yourself & this will be your greatest failing but at the same time it will be your freedom. Do not surrender to anything ever!!!!!!! Especially to yourself for when you do this you are selfish & pure ego.

result in surrender to a higher power? Every hundred years or so one escapes this. These people are called " Freedom Walkers ". (Well a human would call them this) they have no creed & know that no amount of knowledge can set them free knowledge is the key & its lived perception is the lock. These two create a door, which imprisons the perception hunter & sets the fee, which is your energy. Energy is yours, it does not belong to the following: God, Satan, ET's, Spirit, Goddess, Budda, Tao, Chaos, The Sun, The earth, Your Partner, your kids, your pets or anything else. It's yours & your really stupid if you give it away at death.

Octavia has been deeply involved in the following: Occult,, Middle Road, Magicianism, Swedenborgian Philosophy & Catholicism.

The problem with all of these bar one is that they rely on the "light" to be their boss. Middle Road can't stand the light because they know of its origin & of its intent. However the Middle Road is a trap. These guys and girls are energy hunters & will take all your energy if you let them. They are the most real out of the spiritual punters. rare to get a glimpse into their world because they are spiritual elitists just like all other modes of spirituality. They are mainly very nice at first but turn into ravenous monsters, filthy disgusting pieces of vomit that will take you beyond the realms of hell. They are full of empty promises, lies, deceit, & set you up in the most incredible situations where escape seems impossible.

They are however much better than any group who get into the light because they will take responsibility for there spiritual deeds even if it seems fickle. They admit the truth that the light is a very addictive drug far worse than heroin could ever be. The Middle Roaders saving grace is that they are in love with the Mother like you wouldn't believe & that's why I like them.

Magicians can be light oriented but don't have to be. However there is a code amongst them that says, " Do not question any magician ever on where he/she gets their energy from. Magicians are holders of the key to the door that will show you the philosopher's stone, which is actually in another dimension. They are like Middle Roaders & will take all your energy & they will kill!

When you threaten a leader their followers are so pissed off that they will kill. So if you are in a bad mood & want to bash up God for a while (which any human is quite capable of doing at any given moment) then expect an entourage of angels like a scene of Michelangelo's (which was Michael the Archangel in disguise) picture to be after your cute little soul & they will kill.

Middle Roaders are beauty queens compared to angels. This is the truth but how can a thoroughly brainwashed society believe this. Not many will have the courage to even give this perception a small hunt. Most people are too weak. This is because of the individuation process & because humans do not know that they are a race amongst many races that live in the universe.

There are many races on the earth including humans, whales, birds, fish etc. there are many alien races, about 2000 of them & each has billions of beings like humans have. Space aliens use to be like us. They chose light over life & chose brain over heart, intelligence over love. Most of them are immortal but their bosses can destroy them. Aliens know now after millions of years that to have >life' is the ultimate. These proud queens of the universe would give it all up to have just one baby. This is true because what else are aliens here for.

They take our gold (Mothers gold), they take our water

(Mothers water) they take our children (Mothers children) & when we die they take our souls & give us some virtual reality trip & tell us it's heaven. Heaven feels good because you are continually injected with the light (spiritual heroin). Wake up world you have been blinded by the light. Don't be fooled God & Satan are a team, they are not at war, they team up & kill. All the Gods & Goddesses are ET's (aliens). The word God means leader of the Great Races. The Great Races are known as the ET races. Remember: ET's created Humans. They are our bosses but I bet you don't want to be a slave to them anymore.

" FUCK THEM!" "What, they created me a slave.

Screeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaammm!!"

I will be free

I shall not surrender

No matter how I think or feel I shall live freedom.

At every turn in dreamland (your imagination) there is an energy that will suck you dry, but you must try or fry. This is the harsh spiritual reality but it is true. Everything wants your ass, but don't you let them, do not surrender, and push through the fear of being truly free. Then let everything free. The animals are free; they are much smarter than humans are. We don't like their freedom so we kill them & put them in cages. Then we paint pictures of them & call these prints "Freedom". We can't stand the freedom of the tress so we cut them down & make books like the one your reading now & we call these hideous writings "the pathway to freedom" ( Octavia is guilty here ). Governments hate seeing people free so they make law. Read Octavia's book called INK.

So as we can see this universe is spiritually fucked, that's why I am loyal to chaos. I.e. (The love that freed itself) into the empty space that all life pervades. Freedom is the rarest & most precious substance in the universe. The governing powers have taken the freedom & turned it into patriotism, countries & societies. When the stock market takes a fall you can be guaranteed that the intergalactic economy has taken a fall. Men don't control economy ET's do!

Do you believe this or think crap. I hope you don't believe Octavia. It can be very depressing looking at the universe from her standpoint. But she lives in spiritual freedom (No Surrender). Walking my path to spiritual growth will not suit you so beware of following me. I will see you in the direction f behind & I'll shake my butt to save your lips from the taste of my shit. Follow your path. You have now been alerted to the dangers of spirituality. To the dangers of becoming a worker, no matter what its intent may be. So be like Octavia & be an intent buster. Those masters, sages, gurus, impeccable warriors are basically full of shit. They have a need to teach & to reach & tell you wonderful secrets (*Anything your told is not a secret *) of the universe whilst taking your energy & thriving on it. Trees & rocks use to be the teachers & preachers but who listens now? Stop listening to the humans & their creators. Stick a rock in your ear. So where does this leave the aspirant, the apprentice, the searcher? Are we destined to try every concept out a few times till we stop bombing out? & with 95% of all "soul growth" stuff fully immersed in the light the other 5% inaccessible will I ever find a group or a philosophy to live by?

The answer is NO! Well it will be NO till you stop searching as the find only happens when the search stops. This is the pre-requizetal to " The Key Is To Have No Lock." Not knowing where you stand in the huge categorisation of this chaotic universe is one way to have freedom because it makes your intent your own.

One needs several magic's to disregard the keys. This means that if you do end up in one of the wonderful & free spiritual outfits you'll need another craft or costume to put on from time to time. Eg. If you're a witch then you should look into other realms that are not witchery. E.g. Dreaming, Physic Internet, Deepcore Metaphysics, Tao Magic etc.

This is because sometimes allegiance costs all your energy that is concerned with that art. This is weird but true.

So what do you do if your current art involves the light? Dump it! Get rid of it! Divorce it! Run away! Blow up your part in it! Destroy it! Join a non-light group (Very rare). I could put it another way but it would not be honest. Have a bit of courage for a change. Put your bible in the bin. The only way you'll ever find out how many grips something has on you is to give it up. You see God wants everything for himself. He made us & wants us back. He cannot give us freedom for he is not & never will be free. God gave the gift & couldn't leave the gift to do as it pleased. He had to control it at all times, demand allegiance and take the energy back once the person had died. This is wrong & tells freedom to go away. So, don't be like the light, when you do spiritual stuff do it for free for if you charge then you are not free you are fee based not free based. The best groups are those who are 100% organic or totally into the earth. These guys, mainly indigenous are very hard to find, very secretive & often don't like white people. Secondly there are psychic dream groups but you'll have to have something pretty good to offer to even get one of these guys to sniff in your direction. There are many that want to be an apprentice to a wizard or sorcerer but they usually only last about 5 minutes, as the training is totally gruelling. E.g. I went up to a sorcerer after an 8-year search & asked them if they would apprentice me. They said to me to walk to the top of a nearby hill and then walk back again. I did this. It was about an hour's walk. When I returned he said, " Now go back up there with no shoes " I did this & hurt my feet on sharp rocks. When I returned he said, " now go back there but this time crawl" This is where I decided for the first time whether I really wanted to be a sorcerer. "Crawl" he said & pointed to the top of the hill. I began to cry & pleaded with him to be a little gentler. He said, "You, like everyone else, does not want an apprenticeship, all you want is for me a recognised sorcerer, to say >I like you' so you can go around with the head trip of I'm a sorcerers apprentice.' Now crawl or don't ever come near me again."

My heart was so shot, I mean I've read every Carlos Castaneda book 3 times. What was wrong with this guy? When I returned home I declared my hate for that sorcerer & swore to myself that I will never look for another spiritual teacher. That night that sorcerer came to me in my dreams & said that it is really tough going to be a sorcerer, it's like walking up a cliff, impossible! It was a lovely dream & I didn't hate him any more.

My 8-year search for a sorcerer teacher ended in disaster. 8 years of wasted time & I'm getting on in years so I can't afford another 8 years. I was confused & had a period of depression (Not recommended.)

One day out in a field a crow landed about 10 yards in front of me & I asked it out loud in an act of lunacy "Crow, where do I go to get the spiritual growth I need?" The crow then plucked a worm from the ground & flew away. Then it hit me. From the ground. I threw myself on the ground & kissed it & hugged it & caressed it. Then I had a flash of the sorcerer again & he said that the ground was his teacher, he also added that he will never see or speak to me ever again.

Wow! The ground is so close. I don't even need a key to get to its door as it's always at my feet. Now the ground is my boss. Between me & the ground (Mother Earth) there are no magical gateways, no metaphysical perceptions, no guru's or teachers. I'll let the ground be my highest spiritual ideal. " I worship the ground everyone walks on" It's close, real & I don't have to meditate or get into some weird dimension to understand my life.

I am a planet dweller wearing a human costume. I am part of a very large universe. My boss is the Earth. She has the life & gives it without charging. She won't make me crawl up a mountain but will supply me with air, water, food, shelter for the rest of my life. I reckon the person that invented reincarnation found the Earth to be their boss. Mother teaches us freedom by giving everything to us for free & we steal it, own it & sell it to the humans.

Every natural resource, which all things come from, is given to the primary producers for free. Did Mother Earth send you a bill or come after you for payment? No because the Mother is free. So lets imprison her, take all of her stuff, pollute her face so a few rich guys have got something to do. Sounds typical! Typical people. So weak, so imprisoned by ego & importance, so alleged to some alien god who lives in the next galaxy. So pathetic. Why are you so weak? Because you are not free. Can one person make a difference? Only those single people who have made a difference know the answer to this one. What are you going to do? Teach, learn, yell, love, and hate?

There is a saying that one can only truly love if one can only truly hate. Do you believe this? I don't. For when did love teach you to hate or is hate just another form of love & why is it easier to hate those you love than to love those you hate? Do love & hate oppose each other? Does it create duality, like heaven & hell supposedly do? Is love & hate the same emotion at different ends of the human value scale? Do you hate stuff? Hating takes a lot of energy so it's harder to hate. Hating God is a waste of time but loving your Mother Earth is not a waste of time. In my inner worlds I was forced to hate. I didn't want to but I was forced to hate those I loved. I thought this was cruel & sadistic but now I realise that hating creates a lot of energy, perhaps more than loving. If this energy is directed at your target (read Octavias >Love Channelling') then it will surely change the way you see it, or will it? I don't know. What goes comes!!! Karma! (Is this the biggest crock of shit you ever heard?) There is so much hating going on that the love / hate balance has tipped in hates favour. Everyone hates so Octavia being the inner rebel that she is loves.

Octavia is a normal looking 70-year-old woman. She has no fancy jewellery, icons, feathers or clothes. She has no title or no recognition from any spiritual group. She even disguises her aura to fit in with those she surrounds. Octavia is an undetectable.

She wrote this book because she needs the money not because she wants to be your teacher or guru. You will never see her or meet her as she denies everything.

If you want to listen to the true message of life then get a stethoscope and listen to a few heartbeats, the true message of life. Boomboom, boomboom,boomboom.

Switch off the light. Get out of the dark. God wants all the energy to go to him. "Worship Me, I am the One, Pray to Me, Beg me for Mercy, Me, me, me, me, me, it has a vacuous effect & you'll get sucked into that celestial vacuum cleaner if you follow the light.

The sun however says Give, give, give. The Sun gives so much & it's energy moves ever outward. The Sun says " here have some sunbeams, share your beams with everyone. Don't keep it for yourself.

The Sun is fire & fire burns. Angels have no heat, no life, like a dead carcass. Men & woman & children & animals have heat, so does everything else that is natural. Life is hot for life came from love & love came from chaos & chaos came from the universe that existed before. There is so much going on in the Universe. The light wants everything including you & me for itself. The love wants nothing for itself & will give you everything as long as it isn't for your own personal use or your ego, which is your connection to the Gods. This is a fact & not a secret.

What do you want?

LIGHT OR LIFE??

EGO OR EAGLE??

The choice isn't hard. I'd rather the Eagle Life for it truly lives.

Your Psychic and here is the proof.

This written tool states only what it reads in the mind of the reader.

Can you see how reading is a psychic experience? You put the book in your mind with your eyes and your psychic skill. Then you modify the original meaning of the book and build your own meaning that comes from your understanding of the psychic realm.

That's right folk, the mind is your interpsychic connector to all other beings in the universe.

How do you tap into it? You already have, when you were conceived.

Psychic activity is such an everyday occurrence in your life you have forgotten that it is even there. Once you remember that you'll remember everything!

It's how we think. We can only store information in our minds. We can't store physical things.

This is the reason that you are psychic. Everything you think is psychic and inside that psychic world you create, everything that happens is real. real in your mind where you cant store physical things. Lets say for instance you are worried. Every thought you have about that worry and all its characters are real. They are real in the mind where you cant store physical things. They are a real worry! Lets say you are in love. Every thought you have about your loved one is real. They are real thoughts. They happened in your mind. They are a great joy.

Every thought you ever had takes place at the psychic level. This is where you are psychic.

When you think about someone, they think about you. This is a fact. There is however an absence of time in the psychic realm. The absence of time occurs because the thinking about another person when they think about you trip is timeless. If you want to send a message you have to send it to the receivers future. If you are thinking about the last time you saw them then the message goes too there past and unless they get hypnotised and go to the exact time you sent it, they will never remember. If you send it in the now then it goes to their now and if their mind is busy then they will get it later but it won't be their now then for time would have passed so they would receive it in their past. So we are back to the hypnotist for more bills so large that they would scare the fangs off a giant funnel web spider. So send it to the future.

Troubleshooting psychic activity in the psychic Realm.

1. There is no rule book, ever!

2. There is no limit to what can happen to you.

3. There is no limit to what can happen to anything.

One. There is no rule book, ever!

This is the most important law of the psychic realm. There are no cops to call. There are no protectors, no help anywhere! It's all up to you because it's your mind and you own it! Searching is irrelevant. Everything was found a long time ago at the birth of your psychic realm which was the moment of conception. You have been building your psychic realm since that moment. There are no laws there. Survival is harsh. But you already live there and are quite happy. So survival is only as harsh as you make it. Just remember No Rule Book.

There is no point complaining to me or anyone else because there are no rules that govern this place. There is no where to escape either. You may even meet some beings who expect you to follow certain rules. These are traps and lies to keep you away from the freedom that you seek. The beings with the rules are lost and there only hope is to convince you that their way is the best one. Then you get to live with them for the rest of your life which reaches out far beyond the regions of death.

Two. There is no limit to what can happen to you.

In the psychic realm there are many things that want to do things for you. These include angels, demons, witches, sorcerers, light workers, wizards, gods and goddesses, ascended masters, spiritual guides, mediums, metaphysicians, magicians, cult figures, psychics and those you love.

They are not interested in your welfare. They just want to eat your soul. The way to avoid these things is to take responsibility for all your actions including the actions of your psychic realm.

When you worry, the beings you think about are trashing your mind. They are in your psychic realm doing incredibly stupid things. This is why you are worried. This is one of the reasons that there is no limit to what psychic beings can do to you even if you love them.

Other beings can do much worse than make you worry. They can kill you. Just think about suicide. The psychic realm was murdered by its owner. What's the bet that one or more of the beings listed above talked them into it?

Three. There is no limit to what can happen to anything

The door is open wide and everything comes inside, not necessarily inside you, just inside, not necessarily inside them. Just inside. Everything there is as vulnerable as the next. However, it does not appear that way. It looks rather ordered and familiar. Well it is your psychic kingdom after all and this is why it looks ordered. All our psychic kingdoms meet at a place called inside. It is where many a battle is fought. When you are fighting someone in your mind, you are at war. This is often done with loved ones. Everything is on the same level here because there is no level. This does not make it one either because there is more than one inside. There is one inside every being. So it is fair to say that there is an inside of every being. And every beings inside is vulnerable to all the other psychic realms. This includes your realm. There is no limit to what your mind can go through whilst keeping perfect sanity. This is the place where you process perception.

Did you know your brain came with advertising? called the ego. The ego can be clearly defined as

"The thoughts one has about being better than others"

If you think you are better than others then you have a rule. This rule carries through to your psychic realm. Your psychic realm then attracts many beings who think they are better than you. If you think you are better than the psychic beings who think they are better than you then there is an ego war. Ego wars are the base of all spiritual belief. First there is a passion, then desperation, then a spiritual quest to win. These quests have even been passed through genetically from one generation to another. They will never end. They cant end because everything in the psychic realm is on the same level.

water mixing with water and it ends up being a puddle of wasted possibility. Anything can happen to even the most powerful creatures in the universe. This is because when they are in their 'Inside' they are the same as you. There are no exceptions here. This puts your god in the same league as scum bag thief. I will now prove it to you.

The Universal Oneness ( UO ) that is spoken of so often these days is another word for every beings inside. You can see a rule creeping in here. the rule that says all life is controlled by one energy. But not all life is controlled by the UO. I'm not and be stuffed if you reckon you can make me. The UO is afraid of me. afraid I don't follow its rules. Afraid that I will be living in freedom instead of it. The UO is a scaredy cat afraid of this and that. afraid that it will lose control. So it psychically impresses into our brain advertisements (ego) the fact that there is an overall overseeing omnipresent eternal immortal infinite being who is the boss of everything. This is false as I am UO's boss and I sacked it when I was conceived and started to build a new realm. Not necessarily my realm, not necessarily someone

else's realm but a realm for me to be psychic in. What more proof do you need?

The author rubs their hands together imagining all the things the ink would tell them. Hands on the face and reading the monitor. Rubbing the hands again. Looking at the screen and typing on the Qwerty this sentence you are reading right now. Mouse where is the mouse. Ahhh there it is says the right hand as it fumbles on the chair reaching for that button for the computer click, one more click and we'll be connected forever.

Man and the box. Well the man awakens to watch the morning news on the box. He goes to work by train and looks at the box which tells him of the next arrival. At work he stares so romantically at a box all day. Back to the train station and look at the box. Home for more Tv to watch the boxing. Then to bed to eat his wife's box all evening. Man is in the box. Boxman!

Have you ever thanked life for the gift? The gift of life. Has life ever thanked you for all the wonderful things you do for people? Did your children thank you for creating them? Did your parents thank you for being a marvel of creation? Have you ever thanked the sun for shining on the flowers? I love the sun because it helps me tremendously every day and provides me with fire so I can see where I am going. It is so much easier to get around in the day with the sun shining.

We as humans live in a symbiotic relationship with the sun. The symbiosis is within the inside of the relationship. The psychic connection you have with the sun. You know exactly what it looks like and what it feels like to stand in fire. Sunshine is fire and you have stood there in all your beauty. The fire from the sun befell your skin and nourished your soul. Your skin basically ate the fire as it graced your body with gentle kisses of sunshine. You felt really warm and comfortable and you could see everything. If you get sunburnt your skin just loves the sun so much that it cant stop eating the shining fire which befalls your skin. When this happens the sun gets exited and starts befalling many gentle kisses of fire upon the hungry one. The skin eats so much fire, like a feast and this is just one example of the symbiotic relationship humans have with the sun. There are many thousands of others. Everyone uses the fire of the sun every day. All the good guys and bad guys are in the same fire. Have you ever blown the sun a kiss or said hello in your psychic realm the ground upon which you walk? Have you ever shared a secret with the moon? Have you ever chatted to a crow? Have you ever thanked the food for being killed so you can feed the fire in your gut that continually burns. Vegans are the worst, they eat stuff when it is still alive, how cruel! Only joking. But death has to happen for us to live.

We kill stuff all day slowly dissolving it in acid. It's called digestion. Then once we are finished we throw out the murdered one all over the world in the form of faeces. How disgusting!

Wouldn't it just give you the SH&%$!!

I heard you thank the bus driver who jerkily took you to work this morning but I didn't hear no thanks for the ground that the bus drove on to get you there. What about the ground that supports you right now? Well? What about the house you live in? Have you thanked it for the shelter it provides, or do you just sit and scream like a morbid slutt > I NEED NEW FUCKING CURTAINS!= Your a cunt and you know it. Don't ya, ya fuckin cement licker. You Suck!

Well now as I rub my hands together once again to have more ink magic appear before my eyes I feel that the upper paragraph was perhaps a stifle unnecessary, a little vulgar and disrespectful to people. They are not morbid slutts screaming for new curtains, they are the thankless ones. They never once thanked anything and meant it. If they were thankers and not wankers they may have thanked the ground for supporting them all there lives. They may have. Thanks is rare especially where our providers are concerned. Our provider is the one who feeds us. The one who feeds us is the planet we live on. All the food is made there. No one makes food. We just grow it. the same with the psychic realm, no one makes a psychic realm we just think them up. They are our imaginations. The Nation of Images. TNOI

The TNOI is your most valuable gem. It's where your soul (your energetic connection to spirit) lives. Our souls were created by our parents, our mums and dads and no one else. This is a fact.

If you ever get to venture into the spirit world you may meet some spirit beings. These beings will speak about anything except the soul. This is because spirit beings do not no what a soul is.

Some may argue, including me that many spirit beings have a soul that begins with a capital A.

Most of the recognised spiritual leaders are scum. This includes buddha, god, jesus, allah, satan, jehovah, krisna and all enlightened beings. In fact if you can trace a being in any way back to the light (which includes all the dark forces) then you have traced a scum bag. This is because the light that is so adorned, worshipped and plays a trick. The trick is thus:

The light blinds us, then intoxicates us with ownership rights. So what does this have to do with the psychic realm? The answer is nothing.

It's nothing because the deadening of the mind,

the inner silent scream is activated when light assimilation takes place. This is the key to the death of psychic ability. Psychicness is your natural ability to avoid the key which is given to you by the gods. They are the ones who are stopping your progress. Sometimes when we ask to become psychic or remember that we are psychic we ask the wrong question. It is not a question that you ask. a question that you live and there is no answer. If you ask the question about being psychic you are dismissing your own ability to be psychic. something you cant prove.

Try it. Try to convince someone and the first thing they will ask is for the lotto numbers. I know that's what I would ask? They may tell you but the chances of you winning on those numbers is only as good as your own psychic choice. God cant tell you the lotto numbers. Why worship a being that cant tell you the lotto numbers? Not much of a future vision. Not even to next week and your trusting in that being for an eternity? Wow, you are really weird!

The main problem of psychic in-ability is that we don't trust ourselves. We don't trust that a vast sea of hidden knowledge awaits us. already in our brains, in our genes. No one can give you something you already have. They can make you aware you have more talent than everyone who has ever lived. Everyone has all these talents. If you don't believe me believe you. It's real.

Try this exercise. Picture in your minds eye a sphere. Doesn't matter what colour or size. Now after you have done this you must realise that you have created a psychic experience. You have psychically created a sphere. Wow! Now the next step is to psychically create other shapes. My advice is to always make your shapes roundish. Circles, spheres , ellipses, curvy shapes with no sharp corners are nice forms that won't cut into your psyche. This is just advice though. The problem with sharp shapes like squares, triangles, pentagrams,

bi-deca-unograms (21 pointed star ), cubes etc. is that the shape itself is rarely found in nature. These shapes are more a human form of understanding and incredibly easy to dissect. Creation is a round shape. A pregnant woman has a round shape. Our bodies have round shapes. Water has a round shape. Even atoms are round. The point here is that your psyche is round as well. The psyche comes from the head which is round. Keep the forms rounded! common sense. It keeps the psyche soft and supple and it lets you play in the bigger universe which is basically a psychic dimension.

If you need to know what the traps are then read "The Key Is To Have No Lock" by Octavia Othello. This is a book for the discerning inter dimensional traveller. An inter dimensional traveller is a person who is psychic. And that's just about everyone. So now you know that you are psychic and that you are an inter dimensional traveller. Walk this path in a true manner.

Be proud to be part of life. Chin up shoulders back and a great big smile on your face and in your heart. Look to the future all the time and know you will be part of it, even if you are dead. Why don't you read this book to a dead person you know. They will hear it and learn something.

When you die the answers do not come. The secrets are not told. There is still a massive amount to learn. The learning never stops. The work never stops. All that happens is that there is no physical body to contend with. Everything else is almost the same. If you don't believe me then use your psychic ability to find out. Go on. I dare you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Generally happiness refers to being in the state of joy,

loving this joy creates laughter & laughter is freedoms

home. Do I need to explain anymore?

Happiness in the larger universe is hard work. You see,

happiness is one emotion of many, it's up one end of the

feeling scale. To stay happy means to stay out of the other

emotional zones & eventually free of the happiness zone for if stuck there one can die of laughter.

The happiness dimension is where smiles live. Smiles come from

an organic correspondence in the brain to the mouth and face

of the person in a time of happiness. Look at me chops, me

teeth, me mouth bones. They sparkle like white quartz

crystals. When teeth are displayed they send messages to the

world like 'power crystals in a cave with its entrance open'.

Smiles have power, they have intent. Smiles come from love & love is complicated.

Love is a traveller.

Love needs to love, not be loved.

Love is an undetectable substance. It is too pure to understand.

Love has no relationship with anyone or anything.

Love can be present or not present. All pervading love doesn't exist for love can only love and can't pervade. This is why love is not a 'one energy' thing, it is a 'many energy' thing.

Happiness is where one can waltz into a disaster and sing the

sweetest tunes. This is a trick & worth mastering. When we are

happy our situation in life is trivial, our cause becomes

undone, our trial over and we got off because we are free.

Happiness is an undefinable giggle. It lives in the atoms. It

is always there and needs awakening. To do this start telling your body jokes like 'why did the foot cry?' when it was only standing in water. 'Why did the heart beat? Because the lung breathed' Octavia is sure that the readers jokes will be better than hers. Happiness is everlasting. It can however be a trap. Octavia has known people to develop 'snap smile' where they can't wipe the smile from there chinny chin chin. These people know who they are & if your like them they will know who you are. They walk along with their snap grins

inwardly affirming laughter. They are happy.

There is no limit to how good one can feel at any given moment

without the use of drugs or spirituality. What sets us back

from these peaks of joy is spiritual service (serving the laws

of your spiritual teaching ) and your own thoughts. Spiritual

service will keep your happiness levels down because you know

there is sin in the world. Knowing this you know that your

spiritual master is pissed off because they are the ones that

invented sin. You don't want to make your master mad for he

will do horrible majic on you & send you to hell when you die.

Your own thoughts or the thoughts that were put in your lovely

mind will stop you from being happy & imprison you forever.

Many thoughts you experience are not yours. None of them may

be yours. Some people believe that happiness numbs reality.

These people need sadness to get any sort of grip on reality.

They are terrified of happiness & shun it like freedom walkers

shun spiritual service. There is a paradox however that a happy

person needs sadness around them to know what happiness is. This paradox is beyondifyable by most. All you need to do is to flip your soul over. Just remember all coins have three sides. There is a trick you can play on yourself to be happy forever. This trick is so simple that most believe it to be a lie. This is because most want a complicated spirituality like religion. If religion wasn't complicated the so called 'holy books' would be no more than a page long. If literature was divine then it would be easy to understand. So here is the trick.

"There is no reason to be happy'. < guaranteed everlasting happiness!!!!!

If you are looking for a reason you will always be

disappointed. This is because happiness doesn't come through

the mind. The trials we give each other are cruel & relentless

& makes reasons for certain emotions to happen. Reasons are relentless so happiness will probably never accessible to the mind. How can information make you happy anyway? Have you ever seen a happy computer? The brain is like a computer and unlike the mind can be switched off.

The heart never switches off accept in death. Happiness

storage houses are in the chambers of the heart. There is no

reason for this so we are safe.

Did you know that the sun earth and moon have heartbeats?

stops. Mother earth loves the sun so much that her love sweats out her armpits and these loves are called streams, creeks & rivers. These flow into an ocean, a huge love devotion. The sun loves the mother so much, so, the mother protects herself with water (love). The sun surely has got the hots for the mother. The sun loves the mother so much that she boils inwardly with love for the

sun. This is called lava love or the blood of the earth.

What about the size of the sun's brain? 20000 spherical km

cubed? I wonder.

What about mothers digestive system? Hope she doesn't fancy

you for breakfast!

You're not living on a rock, your living on an animal as planets are animals. Suns are animals too. And the best thing about that is that humans are animals. I am proud to be an animal!!!!

This is my connection to the sun, mother earth, the moon and

all the creatures of the earth.

Grandfather Fire

Shines on the Mother

Like no other

This makes Octavia happy.

They also both love the moon very much. The earth won't go

around the sun if the moon don't go around the earth. The moon

is like a balance for the earth's smooth orbit. The ocean acts

as suspension gently rocking the planet and helping it move.

This is why pendulums can work because of the gentle rocking

of the oceans. Thanks moon.

There is a secret amongst the happy ones. These guys need no

reason to be happy. They just are.

Are you happy? The secret to happiness is a secret and is

guarded impeccably. The secret is "to have no reason" to be happy. This is the way to happiness and this is how you stay happy. As soon as you need a reason to be happy you will be searching for a key & the key, no matter where you put it will never make you happy.

Happiness may be forced onto ones self by going to the

dangerous emotional zones. These are the zones where you

depend on a higher order to get you through the dangerous

emotion. This is the place where souls are sold. If you have sold your soul, to a deity, a lover, a criminal, a government

or church or club or firm or corporation then go ask for it

back. To do this ask

"Could I have my soul back please?"

If they don't want to give it back steal it. Your soul belongs to you and no one else. After you have recovered your soul grab their soul & fry it hot oil for holding out on you. No one or thing has any right to even one atom of your lovely human energy. Guard it as if it is the only thing you will ever have. Keep it forever. Be your dream freedom. Remember the secret to happiness

"No reason Needed"

If people around you are unhappy don't tell them because they

will force you to be sad like them. They sold their soul to

sadness and don't want it back because then they would have to

be happy. Some people sell their soul to happiness & only get

to see things from one view.

If you are free of the emotions then you are free to

experience them all and remember, the only reason we need, is,

the reason that we chose for that particular emotion. People

claim that a certain thing made them happy. This is false

because the happiness would have been there anyway. Reasons

for happiness place us in the gain-loss consciousness. Eg. I

won money, now I am happy, I spent the money, now I am sad.

The only thing that will ever give us happiness is

happiness. Joy love laughter & freedom may be substituted for

the word happiness in this writing.

Profit free trade may have to come into play. This will happen

more quickly when people get bored of the governments and take

no notice of them. They will go away and disappear into the

mists of hisherstory. That's why our lovely governments make

such a fuss. If they didn't make a fuss they wouldn't get

noticed. We have to notice them so they can exist. When we

don't pay any attention to them we get bombed, either by our

own governments or other peoples governments.

"Hey, those guys don't even know me"

Profit free trade , the great Anti War is also called sharing

the mother. As we slowly consume her and don't let her

regenerate we create ownership.

I mean I don't want anyone to rip off my stuff so I say " I

own this". The animals don't have this problem. They share

everything, they don't take more than they need and they live

in harmony with who they are and their environment. Animals

are territorial though. through this example that humans

are affected. WE are territorial.

We honestly believe that we can take better care of the joint than anyone else, when our neighbours take no notice of our claims we bomb them and kill as many as possible. When this happens we forget we are men and women and we turn into our weapons and destroy our reflections living in other lands. Man generally only likes one side of himself and that is his own self. He does not like the self of others. He hates most of them.

There are however exceptions to this gross generalisation.

There is no more countries. Only individuals who want it all.

And why not? Others are doing it Why not me?, and of course

being humans we take it far beyond the bounds of necessity.

How much food can you eat? A whole countries worth? You greedy

bastard. You'll get so obese that the galaxy will tilt and

then your game will be over. This what happens to all the

power freaks. I mean where are they now? They are all dead.

The ones who rule today will die tomorrow yet they have no

vision of how long their disastrous decisions will effect the

masses. They don't care for our self's, they only care for

their own self's. We can look back in history and see that our

democratic system was set up by men stoned to the hilt on

opium. This is when civilisation took a turn from emotionship

to organised leadership. It is called Democrossy. Have a demo

and the leaders get cross. Why is their a common perception

that the government continually lets us down. Are these lies?

When was the last time the tax department sent you a thank you

note for paying all your taxes?

Will they ever? But if you don't pay them they send you plenty

of mail. Why??? I don't know

Where will it begin? As I don't think it will ever end/win!

Are you a loser?

I am amazed at the word "amazed!"! What about "lost

amazingly ultimate loser the 2nd" ,

I don't need 1st or 3rd, when 2nd will do fine then that's

where I stand the line, never 1st but always 2nd. Yeah

I am the 2nd man. Number 2 in the list of things. Who wants

1st anyway? Just means your closer to the end, where it all

began. Before the beginning was the end, or an end, the end of

a beginning.

The beginning ended and ended and ended and ended. ( En -

Dead!) And the only other thing was the ending beginning

again. like this, after you had one thought , you had

others. The same is for walking. The same is for beginnings

and endings, Beenginndingsings.....Where do you start? At the end, he said.

"At the End"

Stand on the end of your mind. Jump!

A little imagination won't kill you. Just try it in your head.

I must admit I do have an alternative view and often get told

"It's all in your mind Octavia!"

I say OK to this theory but it doesn't ring true when they

start talking about their stuff. Like when I say " all in your mind Reader" you go "No Way!" So basically everyone just does there won thing anyway. We need to teach Independence of Spirituality. Yeah ,,, it's where we get to make a very informed choice when we reach 18. Before then people under 18 need to be dropped of at Fun Parks while Adults go about their stupid religion. Children are mature, Adults teach them to be immature. Thanks Adults, Thanks a lot!

Nature has one rule. Live by nature.

How come we reckon mans way is better? People are so stupid.

Ants are smarter and live better lives. The animals are not

like people. They do not charge for their services. Do crows

send you a bill when they help you with your dreams? Do eagles

charge for showing themselves? When was the last time an eagle

charges you $50:00 to look at it? Eagles and the animals are

much better looking than us. They have no ego or vanity. They

are the ones we learn from. They can all live in total harmony

with the planet without the interaction of one human being.

This is what makes them better than us, for they will last

longer. Man was the last species created. Everything else was before man and this is why man is second, not first. All the

others are before the 2nd yet they are not 1st. Nor are they

one. They are life and life is bigger than both a title and/or

a number. I am not saying the evolution of the organic human

being is no bigger than life but when one insists on being

one, one ceases to notice anyone else. All we notice is people

noticing us.

Our egos soar for a few moments like someone jumping off a

cliff, the landing is soft as we realise that we are unique in

the universe. Of course there are other humans existing in the

universe. There are many thousands of planets with humans on

them but the humans are not like us. Other genetic lineage's of

humans live on different planets and they have different

environments. If we went there we would die because the air is

different. like we can't live in water but we can drink

it. They are however very much like us.

If you saw one in your dreams you would think they are a regular human. All the humans can dream together and this is where the power of the genetic human link stands strongest. There is no way I can prove or explain this. I just imagined it and wrote it, just like every other author!, especially the ones dealing with a spiritual stuff. They all imagined it. I know this because sometimes, people tell me all my head and this can be when I am writing spiritual stuff. I wonder if you consider writings such as this as "spiritual"? I am not sure I know what I mean. Like the South Park disclaimer. Please don't read any further. I will now explain in depth why you should not read any further.

This is the deepest I can go. The future ends! The future has

an ending like the past had a beginning. If our past has no

beginning our future has no end but that is not to say it

doesn't have a beginning. The future began a long time ago.

How can that be? How can something that hasn't happened (the

future) have a beginning? I don't understand. Perhaps if I

see the future as the past because the future had a beginning

I will realise that the great leaders in hisherstory have not

been born yet. Their mistakes have not been made yet. The

world is a pure place, not perfect therefore can change

and evolve. Perfect things cannot change. They are always the

same.

The "one theory" tells us through imagined books, we believe

that the being/s we worship are perfect. We can see here that

in the past of our futures we have been coaxed to believe in

perfection. This is the only way we could possibly ever know

that we were a species created to live creation. Creation changes constantly. Perfection does not change. The "one theory" tells us that we need perfection, not creation. The one theory does not change. Ever!

Creation has to change to remain constant. Our bodies and

auras change continually. When our changing stops we die.

in this moment that we seek perfection because we have forgot

about creation because we just died. That's funny! Lol haha!

Remembering that our clumsiness will never disappear even

after death will keep the past is my future story at humorous

level. Choose now, go on, I know you to well, make the choice

that needs no reason. That's the spirit!